i hate you | hyungwonho

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hoseok walked to the bathroom and locked the door. he set his backpack on the counter and looked at himself in the mirror.

idiot

the only word he could hear in his mind right now. he stood there picking apart everything he didn't like about himself

he couldn't handle the person staring back at him

he needed to change

the reflection stood laughing at him. mocking him

he isn't this, this isn't him.

he picked up his phone and called hyungwon

hyungwon answered

"hyungwon..."

"what?"

"i'm sorry.. where are you?"

"home.."

hoseok hung up and grabbed his bag. he unlocked the bathroom door and slowly walked to the front office.

"not feeling well, i'm going to the doctor" he said as he signed his signature and left.

he drove to the house of his best friend and knocked quietly

a sad hyungwon answered and let him in without a word

hoseok hugged him as soon as the front door closed.

hyungwons arms lay loosely by his sides. hanging there.

hoseok pulled away.

"i'm sorry hyungwon.. i'm sorry that i took advantage of you, you didn't deserv-"

hyungwon interrupted with a long slender finger in the middle of hoseoks lips.

"don't talk" he said quietly and hugged hoseok loosely.

the two stood there in each other's arms for what seemed like hours.

the clock slowly ticking in the corner of the room

the room so silent, the slight sound of a pin dropping could be heard.

hyungwon looked at hoseok.

"i can't figure out why i'm in love with you"