Donna and Matt aren’t happy with me, but they believe me. They said I’m on thin ice but I’m not being sent away. They said I am a person not an object. They can’t just get rid of me if I’m not to their liking it’s a cruel thing to do. They said they love me. I want it to be true.
I’m being sent to a new school. It’s a long drive away and matt now needs to wake up several hours earlier to get me there on time. I would drive myself if I could but the government doesn’t consider me mentally sound yet. Donna and Matt are working on that for me.
The new school seems nice; it’s a private school in the middle of nowhere. I sort of miss the bustle of the city when I looked out the window, now all I see is corn. I hate corn, I really do. It does nothing for the scenery, no interest. If I took a picture it would be bland. Just like this school for the most part.
People leave me alone for the most part. I’ve been made fun of for being new but that’s all. No one blamed me for the shit they caused; that’s nice. I’m bored. I feel like I miss the shit people pulled me into, it gave me something to do at least.
I was sent to the Principal’s office during second period, I had English, and it wasn’t for anything bad. Apparently he wanted to say hello. He was an upbeat person in his mid to late forties with greying hair and a bread. He sort of pissed me off, the way he talked like he knew me; he only read my file, half of which isn’t even my doing. He tells me I won’t be trouble here, tells me to join a club to stay out of trouble.
I think I may take him up on that offer.
