(This whole chapter will be Mackenzie POV...sorry)
Mackenzie POV
I woke up this morning to the smell of breakfast cooking. I looked at the clock and it was 10:35, I got up to go check on the girls, they where still sleeping. As I was walking down the stairs I heard voices talking, finally I made it down to the kitchen to see the boys and girls.
"Hello sleeping beauty" Harry said sitting down next to Louis. I gave him a small smile, then Liam handed me a plate, for some reason I didn't really want to eat. I ate a little then sat the rest on the side, going to the couch to lay down. I could feel eyes on me, then the girls marched in right after the boys.
"Kenzie what is the matter with you, you haven't been yourself this morning?" Caley asked. Victoria looked at me with a concerned face.
"I'm fine guys seriously all I need to do is get me a good spot to stay still in and go back to sleep" I whispered so they could hear me.
"Nope not falling for the crap, we're going out as girls shopping or something" Victoria said pulling me off the couch. I slapped my hand away from her grip. She flinched, and started rubbing her arm. There was a red mark from where I slapped her arm. Everyone looked at me, Victoria had tears in her eyes.
"K-Kenzie babe what's wrong?" Harry asked stepping closer to me, I bagged away for some reason. But that didn't stop Harry from coming closer than he was already.
"Babe what's wrong?" Harry asked demanding for an answer. All I could do was tear up, I ran upstairs into the girls room. After the dream, and whoever that doctor was messing with me, and after my family I've been a mess. I sat in the rocking chair that was right by their crib, looking at them both made tears fall. The silence was broke when a concerned Harry came through the door.
"Kenz what is going on with you, you're not yourself this morning?" Harry asked walking over to me. I looked at him, and back at the twins before I spoke.
"Everything Harry, every since that doctor I'm not myself anymore I can't control my action, if something was to happen to the girls, it would probably be because of me, if anything happen to you it would be my fault. I'm like a bomb I'm going to hurt whoever I'm around. This is too much stress Harry they're only babies why are people getting mad at them when they haven't done anything. I just want it all to go away" I said before I broke down, Harry pulling me into a protective hug kissing my forehead.
"Hey, hey look at me" Harry said, I looked up at him. "Nothing is going to happen to you, nor the girls because I'm here. You have the boys too they love you and the girls deeply. Now this is what I want you to do to get things off your mind. I want you to go to the mall with the girls, me and the boys will stay here and watch the girls" Harry said taking my hand dragging me downstairs. My eyes probably red and puffy from crying.
"Kenzie are you okay?" Caley asked hesitating to walk over to me, even my best friend was scared of me, I nodded my head. I looked up to see everyone starring at me with the look 'stop lying'.
"Caley, Victoria you mind taking Kenzie upstairs to get ready for the mall?" Harry asked they nodded. Harry was going to tell the boys the full story but the boys where like my brothers so I'm okay with them knowing.
After I was done getting ready we where off to the mall, to help Caley pick up a little more clothes for the baby arrival in 1 month. Caley was having a baby girl and she was going to name her Kaelin. When we walked into the mall we had paparazzi everywhere asking us questions. We pushed pass them, and started our day shopping having a steam off day.
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(2 hours later...8:24 at night)We had found everything we need. Putting the stuff into the car driving home, the girls and boys where spending the night for movie night. When we made it home everyone was downstairs I mean everyone the twins, Caitlyn, and the boys.
"We're back, from shopping" Victoria shouting jumping onto Liam. I went and sat next to Harry, grabbing Darcy out his hand. Everyone got settled and the time came and it was movie time for 'The Direction family'.
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