Wrestling Imagine (Requests are open)

To Be In Your Arms (Jeff Hardy Imagine)

The song is Thinking of You by Katy Perry

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Comparisons are easily done once you've had a taste of perfection. Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got the seed.

He is nothing like Jeff. Don't get me wrong I love him but, I will never love anyone as much as I love Jeff. When he smiles it is just normal and average but when Jeff smiled it was like the entire world got brighter. When he holds my hand it feels like something is missing but when Jeff held my hand it felt right and I was safe with him. When he kisses my lips I don't really feel sparks or special but when Jeff kissed my lips it felt magical with fireworks going off.

Jeff is one in a million. There's not many people like him. He is so caring and loving. Kind and giving. Everything you'd want someone to be. Why didn't I fight harder to make him stay? Why did I have do what did?

You said move on, where do I go? I guess second best is all I will know.

Flashback

"Jeff baby please you gotta forgive me. I never meant to hurt you please I'm begging you, stay please."

Jeff came home and found out I was cheating on him with another man/woman. I never meant for it to get as out of hand as it did. Jeff was always way and I needed attention but it slowly formed into something I didn't want. Jeff is my everything I cant let him go.

"Well why were you with him Y/N? Why were you sleeping with someone else when you're supposed to be with me? How did you think what you are doing wouldn't hurt me. I don't think I'll be able to forgive you."

"It was a mistake baby. You have to believe me. I was drunk and you weren't here. it just happened please forgive me." I was practically on my knees crying, begging him to stay.

"I can't just forgive you. You say it was a mistake but if that was the case you would have never saw him again and from what I can tell you meet up with him at least twice a week." He let out a shaky breath. "It's over between us Y/N, I can't stay with you if I don't trust you."

"What am I suppose to do with you? You are my everything. Please, you can't leave me."

"Move on Y/N, this is your fault. You made your bed, now you have to lay in it with him." With that he left me realising that I've lost the best thing that has ever happened to me and I was stuck with second best.

Cause when I'm with him, I am thinking of you, thinking of you.

Everything I do with him reminds me of thing Jeff and I have already done. Every conversation, every hug, every kiss, every passionate night just reminds me of the good time I had with Jeff.

Not that long ago him and I went to a small pizzeria not far from where I live. No matter how much I tried not to I was kept seeing Jeff and having memories of the many times we have been here. Ultimately I accused myself claiming I wasn't feeling too great and went home to cry in my pillow, cursing myself for my infidelity.

What would you do if you were the one who was spending the night.

All the nights we spent together, me and Jeff. Whether it was playing some silly game we found, or watching him paint, or listening to him play his music to me or even just lying in bed just talking and spending time together, we always had such a special connection with each other. Nothing could replace it.

When I spend a night with him, it is boring, there's nothing special. No laughter, no excitement, no anything impart from plain boredom. My own stupidity. Why did I go behind Jeff's back? I knew what my relationship with him would be when I got into a year ago. I guess I'm the biggest idiot on Earth. What I would give to be with Jeff instead, to be in his arms once again, feel like I mean something. To have him tell me how much he loves me but I threw it all away, and I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for that.

I wish that I was looking into your eyes.