Cuts (polysanders)

Chapter 10

a/n things are gonna get a little angsty...

[depression's pov]

They yank me back into the dark hallway and drag me into a room. I finally open my eyes to see Deceit and Liam. I'm assuming Deceit was the one to grab me, but it was Liam's idea. I glare at both of them.

"I'm sorry love, but I have my reasons" Liam said to me. He walked closer, probably trying to hug or something like that. I pushed him away. I wasn't going to let him touch me, not after what he did. I could see the hurt in his eyes, but it was overpowered by the guilt. And whatever hurt was there could never match up to the hurt in mine.

"ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS?" I yelled. I was far passed pissed off at this point. Deceit flinched at my screaming, but honestly I couldn't care.

"Depression, you oughta..." Deceit started, but I was quick to cut him off.

"Virgil is scared. Scared way more than he ever has been with them. But not way more than he has around me. I could help him. They...they don't what they're doing" I said, slowly breaking down more and more. I was almost to the point of tears, but I didn't feel like crying today.

"Dee, they have to learn to take care of each other. You're.. y-you're n-not always gonna be h-here" Liam whispered. He was crying now.

"I'm going to fade, aren't I?" I said in a quiet voice. I suspected that was going to happen.

I'm gonna end the chapter here. Well anyways, thanks for reading. Comment, vote, whatever.

"No, you aren't. That's not what I meant" Liam said quickly.

I was just kidding, I'm not that mean.

"Are you sure, Liam?" I asked.

"Yeah, I'm sure love." He answered. I pulled him in for a hug. He wrapped his arms around me and I was flush to his warm body. It felt....nice. It was a little awkward because of the height difference, but it was still nice.

"What if I was to um....well fade?" I asked my stellar boyfriend. I wanted to know, just in case there was a day. A day where I couldn't take it anymore. A day where I was ready to give up. A day where no one saved me.

"Don't you dare do what I think you're implying. I couldn't survive without you. You could never be replaced and I would never want you to be replaced. I love you goddammit. I love you so fucking much, Dyllon Depression Sanders" Liam said, wrapping his arms tighter.

"Full name, huh?" I said in a joking tone.

"I love your name, Dyllon. It means loyal, did you know that?" Liam said.

"Yeah, I did. Your name means warrior. I think we got fitting names" I told him. I picked him up, he wrapped his legs around my waist, and sat on the bed. I somehow pulled him even closer.

"That we did Dee, that we did" He said quietly. I looked up to see Deceit was gone. Not surprising as I thought I heard him shuffle out earlier. I'm kinda glad he did leave.

"They'll be okay, right?" I asked. I was still worried about them. About Virgil. He was like my little brother, I care a lot about him. I'm his protector, I'm supposed to make sure he's okay.

"I think they will Dee, let's lie down. Only for a little while" Liam replied.

"Whatever you want" I said. He unwrapped himself from me and layed down. I lied down next to him and pulled my black covers over us. I didn't even realize we were in my room till now. Weir, huh? 

As we fell asleep, I whispered, "I love you", to the peaceful looking boy next to me. I could be not worried, for now. A little sleep never hurt anyone anyways.

Now I'm actually ending this here. I don't usually do cliffhangers, sorry about that. Hope this was good. I wrote this during the night, it's like 10:30, so it should be slightly better. Speaking of, any of you reading this between eleven pm and four am, go to sleep right this instant. Well anyways, thanks for reading. Comment, vote, whatever.

-SoftxRacoon