poems

Him

There's this guy
She has known him
For around seven months
At some point
She started to fall for him
When did that happen
She doesn't know?
She does know this
There is not a chance
That she will ever be with him
She loves everything
Every little thing about him
His eyes
His smile
His dimples
His personality
Him
Him entirely
That's all she wants
Him
Just him
Only him
No one else
He knows
That she likes him
That she is negative
That she starves herself
That she cuts herself
That she is a good person
Who just needs help
Who just needs someone there
The best thing
Is when he says
The things like
Pretty
Hot
Sexy
Cute
It makes her feel good
Because she doesn't like herself
Yet for some reason
He does
He wants to see her
She's self conscious
He calls her beautiful
She acts tough but isn't
He thinks its cute
She over worries
Because she cares
He thinks its sweet
She really does care
About him
So she tends
To over worry
To freak out
To think about him
To make sure he's okay
She knows that
He doesn't get much sleep
So she makes sure
That he knows
If he's tired
To just go to bed
She loses sleep over this
She's writing this
Instead of sleeping
She can't sleep anyways
He's proud of her
When she mentions
How long it's been
Since the last time
She drew with the blades
It makes her happy
She has lost
A lot of people
He decided to stay
Why?
Who knows
He said
He enjoys
Talking with her
She gets distracted
Very easily
So she is random
He likes it
Her randomness
Says it's great
She is too far gone
Too deep in
She can't escape
From this
Without being hurt
Maybe this is more
Than just a hopeless crush
Maybe she's starting
To love him
That will just be her secret
She loves him

I know him
Because
I'm the one
Who's falling
In love
With him