after all this time
i still like you
i dont know why
but i do
i want to message you
everyday
but you hardly see
my messages
so i wait and wait
until i cant anymore
or you message me first
i will wait two weeks
a month
four months
or even a year
and you will still
be on my mind
it doesnt help
that i see you every day
i dont know
what you want me to do
my friends say stuff
about you
and it makes me upset
so everytime i defend you
i tell them
all the things
you did
to help me
when i was going
through hell
you make me happy
and i tell people no
if they wants nudes
or to date me
because of you
i remain here
waiting
for you
i am willing
to throw myself
at your feet
i want to scream
i just want you to look at me
i dont care
if we wont talk in person
if you just notice me
we never hung out
so of course
i would hang out
with someone if they asked
no matter what
they wanted to do
and no i am not
at all sorry
that it was your best friend
i want to yell
that i have made out
with your best friend
that i changed shirts in front
of your best friend
that i let him put his hands
under my shirt
under my pants
and you have not even
gotten to touch me
in anyway
what i dont understand
is how you dont realize
that i would do anything for you
tell me what to do
and i will do it
no matter what you
never leave my mind
so please do something
while im still here
and whats funny
is how i know what
you would say to that
because you said it before
"what do you mean
your mine"
you dont know
how much i loved
seeing those words
i am on my knees
begging for you
wanting you
only you
YOU ARE READING
poems
Poetryrandom poems i think of that end up as stories and being based on my life in one way or another
