So I tried to sleep but couldn't due to the fact I always got to sleep around 3 so umm yeah I got up and began typing, sometimes my body just takes control over my mind. xD btw in this chapter I just try and get all the boring things out of the way so sorry about this boring chapter :c
Xx~Sammy
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I opened my eyes and noticed my room was dark. I had forgotten I fell asleep around 6 P.M. so I wasn't surprised I had awoken at 2 in the morning. I laid back down in hopes of getting more sleep. I soon felt my self drifting off to sleep, "shit" my eyes shot open. I quickly got up remembering I hadn't packed anything since I had cried myself to sleep early the day before. I walked to my closet and pulled out a large suit case and small suitcase and a small gym bag. I began tossing in as much as I possibly could, knowing my parents they would probably leave the house in about 2 to 3 hours depending how long my sisters take to do their hair and make-up.
In the large suitcase I packed long-sleeves and skinny jeans in the small bag I packed undergarments and a bathing suit, just in case I want to be prepared, and in the gym bag I placed my make-up (basically just eye-liner) black nail polish just in case the coat I have on now wears off, a flat iron and the most important object my handy-dandy razor.
I looked at my wall clock and it read 2:45, perfect it gave me enough time to take a shower and straighten my hair. I hopped in the shower and minutes after I got out and looked at my phone to check the time 3:30, I had enough time so i took out my flat iron and did my hair. The process took about thirty minutes, I had long hair but it wasn't curly it was just slightly wavy, either way I still disliked it, I looked up at the mirror and began staring at myself, I noticed a bruise in the shaped of a hand on my cheek, I took out the concealer and applied it. I stood there 5 minutes staring at myself and I began tearing up, I pointed out all my imperfections and began crying before I knew it was already 5 and I heard pounding on my door, "GET UP! WE"RE LEAVING IN 10 MINUTES" I heard my dad yell. My father was a bit more understanding than my mother but he still neglected me. I picked up all my bags and went outside and placed my bags in the trunk. I hopped in the car and before I knew it we arrived at the airport. I was sitting at the wait area and I started to drift off to sleep. My eyes shot open as I felt pain all throughout my leg, "wakey-wakey bitch our plane is boarding" I heard my 14-year old sister, Amber yell. I got up picking up all my luggage. I boarded the plain just to find out I was sitting all alone in the back while entire family went to first-class. I was used to it I got to my seat and l laid down throwing my legs on the seat next to me not giving two damns what the flight attendant says. I plugged in my earphones and took a nap. I felt someone shaking my shoulder as I flinched back, I had a massive bruise that ran from my lower back to my right shoulder. "Miss the plane has landed, i'm going to ask you to kindly get up and leave." I got up pushing the flight attendant out of my way, I looked back and saw her glaring at me I politely smiled and waved at her as she gave me a pure face of disgust. I found my so called family and followed them to a rental car I placed my luggage in the back and got in we drove to a nice hotel.
Once I got to my room separate from everyone else I dumped everything on the floor and began crying. My whole life was a mess I didn't want to deal with it any longer I looked for my gym bag in desperate need for a razor.
