The Story Of Me

Chapter 3: No Way

I'm sick and tired of being treated like this but I have to endure it til my 18th birthday then I can go where I want and not look back. I need to get out of this house nothing's better than going for a run it helps me stay sane and it clears my head I just want to live life with out being scared I have lived my entire life scared but these last few years I have pushed the limits like getting into street racing and a little fighting and I do a lot of dancing but nobody knows I do that not even Haley I know a girl racing and fighting but it's a lot to do but I love it. Running helps me train and boxing does too I'm never going to tell anyone because I don't want to be discovered. But I'm going to be taking risks and focus on my life not my mother's.

Then I think back when my dad was still here I miss him but he's the one who brought this upon him aghhh. I'm sick and tired of being in this hick Town I want to leave but I cant I have to say here for him I hate everywhere I touch or even look I screw up that's why I don't have many friends because somehow I mess it up I when I have tried. I don't need friends to distract me to dismiss that he's gone and it's all my fault.

Breathe in

Breathe out

Ok I need to stop thinking about this or the consequences won't be good. I need to go release and blow off some steam I need to get my life together I need to do a lot of things but do I do anything to change it no I don't and it's not healthy.

Breathe in

Breathe out

Breathe in

Breathe out

Ok I'm sick and tired of living in this world of stress so what do I do I go to the fighting gym I need to go register into the new gym I do that so people don't find out on who I am or catch on.

"Hello how my I hel-" the receptionist said as he looked up and his eyes bulged out of his head I get that look sometimes but usually they recover fast and put on that professional front tier.

"Hello I'm here to register to become a member" I say with the a polite voice.

"Sorry kid I think you got the wrong place the mall is down the street" he says that's what makes me mad like if I say I want to be a member of a fighting gym then that's what I want.

"I don't think I am why don't you cut the act about this whole thing and get me the membership papers" my voice dripping with venom and there is a crowd of fighters watching this go down.

"Look kid the only way you would get into this gym is if you fight the best fighter here now we don't want a dead little princess on our hands do we" he says sneering back as if he is not backing down from this.

"Well then why don't we see if the 'little princess' can fight" I say if he is acting like a dick then I will be a bigger dick and cancel him out because he needs a reality check.

"S-s-seriously" he says stuttering as if I hit a nerve that he would see me totally back out of that place scared shitless.

"Yeah let's give people a run for their money" I say smirking because it seems that this has never happens before.

"O-ok" he says like he is about to crap his pants like dude have you never seen a girl inside a gym before like have a little faith in the female population.

"Yo Adams go get Jump Scare" he yells in the back as if he never totally got scared of me. I don't know who he is talking to or talking about but I don't care because these people are here for a show.

"He's getting ready for the match do you"he says eyeing up and down.

"Yes I do and stop being a pervert" I say getting real close to his face he has dealt with enough embarrassment from me.