What Could Go Wrong ( a Zed x Addison fan-fiction)

Chapter 9

Zeds POV
I looked down to see Addison on the ground  . I give her a shocked expression.
"Addison?!" I asked. I helped her up. Once I did she gave me a serious and sad expression. She must be mad about me ditching her. Can you blame me though. I thought she needed space to be alone. And it was clear she didn't want me around.
"I'm sorry I left, I was just about to....," I said trying to make up for myself while getting interrupted.
"No don't apologize. I am sorry. I should have told you about everything I was thinking. I didn't though and you still tried to be there for me.and then I pushed you away when you did that. I get why you left and if I were you I would have done the same thing." She explains.
I don't know what to say to her.

Addison's POV
He speechless. He's just staring at me with his mouth slightly open like an idiot.
"Say something. Anything." I beg him. He takes in a deep breath. I close my eyes and look down. I'm ready for him to be mad. Instead I feel his arms wrap around me.
"It's ok. I get it." He says understandingly. I then hug him back tight. After everything we've been through he still has the nerve to not be mad. How can someone be this understanding. 
"Do you want to talk now." He asks. I look up at him and nod my head. We make our way to the old barrier wall and sit down. As I think about the conversation and touch the cold ground it sends shivers up my spine. He looks at me seriously and nods his head. I clear my throat and gulp. 
"I am still scarred because of what happened. I feel blank and not myself. I know I told you a bit but, I also know that it wasn't enough." I tell him looking into the misty moonlight. I close my eyes and inhale. I then exhale while opening my eyes.
"I understand that the world is not perfect like seabrook made it seem, and some people have been through worse. But can only imagine myself trapped and not being able to move. " I start to raise my voice "All I can imagine is being pinned up against the wall. He wouldn't stop." I yell. I begin to feel the wet tear drip from my eyelid and travel down my cheek.
"Hey hey.... it's going to me ok." He says trying to comfort me. I pull away.
"I'm sorry. It's just......now every time I get even touched I think about it more." I explain to him taking deep breaths.
"That's ok. I understand that. " he says nodding his head with a smile.  I give him a weak smile back.
"I...I think I need to go home and get some sleep. Clear my head." I tell him.
"Ok do you want me to walk you." He asks.
"Uh no it's fine." I tell him.
"O..ok." He says a bit hurt. I begin to walk in the opposite direction from him. I shivered from the cold falls air. I would love having zeds arms wrapped around me. It's awful that he can't even do that without me being uncomfortable. I wish it could be normal again. What if I'm like this forever. What if zed will never be a go near me without me getting that flashback of colts body presses against mine. And the force to the wall. I begin to breath heavily. Calm down Addison. Your getting in your own head. You just need to go home and go to bed. I finally make my way home. My parents rush to me.
"Addison we were so worried." My Mom says in fear.
"Yes Addison we heard what happened at school." He says worried.
"Where on earth were you have an event like this." My Mom asks seriously concerned.
"I was with zed. He was trying to make me feel better and I lost track of time. I'm sorry." I say without emotion.
"Addison you could have been hurt." My Mom says hugging me.
"I'm sorry. Can I go to bed to just clear my head." I said pretending that I felt bad.
"Yes" My Mom says
"Of course." My Dad follows. I go upstairs to my room and get to sleep.

Everything goes black and all of a sudden I am in school. Colt appears and I scream.
"Thought you could escape me baby." He says smugly.
"Go away" I scream. He slams me against the wall and begins kissing me. I struggle and try kicking and screaming. Colt backs up and looks at me smugly.
"How could you Addison." I hear an angry voice. It was zed. He was mad. I run up to him and try to hug him. He pushes me off. I give him a hurt express.
"I though you gar gar gaza'd me." He said with pure rage.
"I do gar gar Gaza You." I try to explain.
"Well I guess not. You cheated." He says meanly
"No zed he kissed me."I tried to explain.
"Yeah well it looked like you were all over him." He yelled.
"No zed." I tried
"Don't. If your gonna cheat, I guess I don't gar gar ga Gaza you anymore." He screams.
"No please zed." I cry. I begin sobbing and colt comes back.
"Great more for me." He says pushing me against the wall again. He then kissed me again and I scream and cry over and over again.
I felt everything disappear and Suddenly I'm back in my room again in the pitch black. I sit up and feel my heart beating a million times. I process what just went on in my head and begin to cry. I bury my knees into into my face and cry into them. After a couple of minutes I cry myself to sleep.
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