The Hybrid's Love Story (boyxboy)

Prologue: Pain Is What Is Best For Me

Cooper's POV:

     I did not want to do this; every fiber of my being was screaming at me to stop this betrayal. Does this count as a betrayal? As much as they hurt me and even attempted to kill me, does this still count as a betrayal? My "heart" repeated the same thing, always jovial, even with all that has happened. Always telling me to not lose faith and what they, no I, was doing was wrong and there is hope. With all of the encouragement and love my "heart" gave to me, it still was not enough to keep him from placing a seed of darkness inside my mind making me doubt everything I believed. Maybe my mind is telling me these things to ease the guilt, I know what I am doing is wrong, but I just can't stop.

     I looked at the clock on the wall, it is five o' clock, I don't have much time left so I must hurry with these quickly or I am dead. The last time I had a close call I was punished severely, I still have the scars to remember it happened. The sad part, what I am doing is wrong morally and ethically, but I am stuck in a well of pain and despair with no rope to pull me out. If I do this I only get rewarded for now but punished later, if I tell the truth I'll be outcasted, punished, or even worse... I shivered at the thought of the one thing that could break me. I would not have to commit such a dreadful act if I could have protected myself or if I had someone to protect me, someone strong, *sigh* but I guess that'll never happen.

I turn around and smile weakly, it hurts all of them, it pains me but this must be done.  This is my life, my sacrifice, I hope he still loves me later.

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So this is my first story, I hope you all enjoyed the prolouge! I am a college student so I can't update every day because I am currently in a semester, however, during the summer updates will be much more regular! Please spread the story to help me out, it means a lot to me. All rights to this story is reserved to me.