There's a girl. You might know her, she's the one who always smiling, making everyone happy. But do you know why she does that? It's because she cant seem to make herself happy and she doesn't know why.
She relies on a small metal blade for that happiness. The pain makes her smile for some SICK fucking reason, her music up loud she's alone, feeling every emotion all at once, confused about why people don't like her, why they prefere everyone else. She doesnt want to kill herself, she cuts to be in control, to prove to herself she deserves this pain, it's all her fault she's not pretty, perfect but that is her fault she looks in the mirror and see's a person so ugly it disgusts her enough to believe what everyone say's, to blame it on herself. she wants to stop, to be proud to wear short clothes again and not to be disgusted by what she see's but it's hard really hard when it is her fault and she does deserve it.
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self harm / depression quotes and poems
Randoma series of quotes, poems, songs on self harm and depression, may be triggering. So I've passed the limit so I'm starting a new one
