self harm / depression quotes and poems

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I sit on my bed

curled over crying so hard I can’t breathe

I gasp for air

its 3am and I start to wonder why,

why am I like this

why can I not just be normal

I know everyone thinks it too.

Why do I always end up like this ,

crying,

bleeding,

falling so fast

just to hit the ground hard.

How many have I been here

right here just wanting to die

100? 1000?

Probably more.

I've been this way for 3 years now and its never got better or easier

but it will, I know it will

it has to it has to get better because that’s what people say they say

‘don’t worry it’ll be fine you’ll be okay’

but it’s been a long time since I've been okay.