Broken Heart

Chapter Five

Don't you just love death? It sure is an interesting concept. Anywho hope you guys enjoy this next chapter which is from Alex's (the boy toy's) POV.

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Alex's Perspective

Ugh, school. I have to go another day of HELL! At least I get to see my J Bae! I wonder if he'll ask me to the Junior Prom? It would be a dream come true, but Tenzin also snuck into my heart. When I think about either of them I can't help but smile and go into a daydream state of mind. I have to choose one of them, yet I can't seem to pick one over the other. Jonah is an innocent one, never gets in trouble or anything. Tenzin is the same but a little less. My only question is does Tenzin like me too? How am I supposed to know?

I get out of bed, my mind is foggy. I don't want to go to school, it's awful. I think of Jonah. He'll miss me and I'll miss him. Well, I'm motivated. I slide out of bed and pull off my pajamas. Goodbye, Spongebob PJs! I toss them into my dirty clothes pile in the corner of my room.

"Ahh, such a beautiful mess!" I say quietly to myself. I look at myself, skinny. What if I'm not attractive enough for Jonah? I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I can't be stressed out, not today. I look at my callender, a pin on February 14, Valentines day. I know Jonah, he'll make such a big deal about it, buy me chocolates, a teddy bear, the whole nine. I will give him something that is not acceptable on a mostly PG book, later.

My mom comes in with me half naked, trying to change. I give her a surprised look and she quickly left without a word. Don't you just LOVE how parents come in without knocking? It's a delight! I have a shirt on now, it's a minion from that movie Minions. Cute. I look at myself in the mirror, my heart covered boxers staring back at me. I change, putting on puppy covered boxers in their place.

My phone buzzes from under my pillow. I pick it up to see I'm getting a call. The name of the caller, J Bae. I tap the green phone and put it to my ear.

"Hai!" I say, excited to be talking with him once again.

"Hey, are you coming to school today?" he asks me, plotting something for sure.

"Uhh, yeah! I'm getting dressed now." I say, stuttering slightly.

"K. Text me when you get to school ok?" he tells me. I'm fully clothed and ready to leave.

I walk out the door, making sure my phone is in my pocket. I walk down the street, cars zooming up and down the wet roads. I stand there waiting with the 3 other people waiting for the school bus to come and pick us up. Of course, it's late, meaning I'm having another tardy day. Yay.

The bus finally shows up and we all scurry on and take our seats. I sit on gum, what a great start to my day. I set my backpack down beside me so nobody has the opportunity to sit next to the weird kid, or course I doubt they'd want to. I look in the seat behind me, Skylar staring at her phone, probably texting Jonah, as usual. Doesn't she know about Jonah and me?

The bus comes to a stop. I look out the window to see students hurrying inside school. Huh, who knew people could be so excited to suffer? I walk up the steps, making my way inside.

As I enter the building, I see Jonah, sitting and waiting for me.

"Hey," He says, leaning in and kissing my cheek. "How are you?" He asks, everyday.

I smile and give him a hug. God I missed him. I could never lose him, never live life without him. He always brightens up my day and makes me smile, everytime I see him or even hear his name. Jonah, I think to myself.