After
"Why don't you read my notes?"
Your voice bellowed in my head as I stared at you.
You tried to talk to me.
I can't believe it.
It's taken you three million years in my head and twenty multi-coloured post-it notes that linger on my wall for you to actually grow some balls and fucking talk to me.
I don't say this to your face, of course. The last time I spoke to you obviously flashed a warning sign in my head saying "IF I TALK TO YOU, YOU'LL PROBABLY FALL INTO A COMA"
You sighed.
And tried again, you did.
"Do you actually know my name or do you hate me for no apparent reason at all?"
Of course I knew your name, I'd be an idiot if I didn't.
Your hands began to shake.
Your eyebrows narrowed.
You were getting angry.
I could tell.
Your voice strained like you were hurt as you tried to be nice.
But you could never be nice.
You are a monster.
You stood up and kicked the chair you were seated in before closing the door behind you.
I collapsed my back onto the rock hard mattress, sighing in relief.
I closed my eyes but sleep refused to come.
This prison cell was built for two and my imaginary inmate was far nicer than you.
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Fiksi RemajaMaybe it was the look you always had in your eye when you were in class that made me hate you. Maybe it was the way I watched her run from you with fear. Maybe I should've taken your advice, layered in sticky notes which decorated my locker. Maybe...