My Transman Journal (FTM)

Its been a while

I haven't posted anything in a bit, let alone been on wattpad. I'm not sure why I havent, I guess with all the stuff going on that wattpad slipped my mind.
I finally got a job, I've gained weight and my ribs hurt more than ever. I'm stressed out. On the bright side I have a great group of friends that make my day amazing, usually because there are some gloomy days you just can't change.
*trigger warning-death anniversary*
Yesterday I realized that my mom's death anniversary is next Saturday. It will mark nine years since she died. I'm not exactly sure what my feelings are on that subject but all I know is that I'm sad and numb as hell. I can't remember much about her but the pain exists. I was only eight when she died.

On a lighter subject, I feel like a glow stick. When I walk every cracks or pops. I am so sore.

I changed up my hairstyle once again. Proms coming up for me and I'm so ready for it.

Again, I'm sorry I haven't been active lately but I do love all of you and I'll definitely try to be more active.