3 years after
Its been three years, three years after my parents death. Three years that all the things that was supposed to be ours are taken away.
After our parents death, the company that was supposed to be inherited by my brother were taken away from us. The investors and the co owners of the company took the rights away from us and we can't do anything because we are powerless.
We try to get it back, Oppa did but what can a highschool student do? In the end, the only thing that was left to us is the house and the car which dad gave my brother as a present.
My grandmother become ill one year after my parents death. We spent a lot of money on her medication and almost lost our house. The medication is doing good, or so we thought. But last year my grandmother died.
I almost killed my self last year, I really wanted to end my life. Grandma serves as my strength when my parents died, she's always reminding me that we'll be okay and that we will be happy again. But everything change when I saw the flat line, when I heard the cry of my brother, when her heart stop beating, I lose hope in living, I gave up on living, all I could think of is to die. I want to die.
On the first day of my grandmothers funeral, my brother saved me from my stupidness. I was about to jump off the bridge when my brother came, he slapped me hard. I looked at him in shock and I saw him crying and suddenly he hugged me.
He kept on mumbling sorry and that made me cry even more. And that brought me back to my senses. I'm so dumb! My brother is still here with me, I still have my brother, its not end of the my world yet.
That night was the most unforgettable event in my life. My brother told me that life is not only about living, its a natural thing that people die that maybe there's a great reason on why they die. But what I can't forget about oppa's words is that " Soojin, Oppa will always be here for you okay? I'll never leave you. We'll walk through this together, we'll move on together and we'll be happy together. Don't do that again, don't ever think of leaving me alone in this world, Jebal."
After that day, we become much closer. And after my grandmothers burial, I undergone a treatment for my psychological health after my failed attempt to kill myself my brother always stays by my side.
And now its my brothers graduation in highschool, and I'm the only one who will attend his graduation. We somehow manage to move on from the tragedy that happened in our life, luckily we can still attend school because my parents already paid everything.
"Hey sis! C'mon we'll be late" my brother shouted outside my room.
"Yes, just a minute!" I fixed my hair and hurriedly went downstairs where I found and brother staring at our family portrait.
"I missed them so much oppa" i said which made him jumped and I giggled. Such a baby
"Yah! Don't do that again! You scared me!" He said while his hands is on his chest
"Jumpy Cat, you looked like one!" I laughed and he looked pissed after haha
"Yah we'll be late!" He grab my wrist and drag me to his car, and after an hour we arrived at our school.
I'm still in middle school, I still have two years before I graduate. And I think our life would be much okay when that time come.
After the graduation ceremony, my brother and I went to our parents grave and pray for them and after that we went home, oppa cooked and it was the best!
After a long day we decided to rest and went to our beds.
Before I go to bed, I went to the balcony to see the stars when suddenly a shooting star appeared.
It might sound childish but I still believe that my wish will come true if I asked for it at the stars.
I hope we'll have a greater years to come.
I wish that all our wounds will be healed. I wish that our hearts will be whole again. I wished that we will be okay, I wish that I'll be fine now.
I hope that this will all come true.
I hope...
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