Will you Bee mine? (Discontinued)

Discontinued

As the title says I'm discontinuing my story. I have a couple reasons to do this but mainly it's this decision is about me.

I started liking the cube when I was 12 years old, about the time I made my account on here. I loved all the members so much and I remember wanting to meet them so much. I used to say "not all heroes wear capes mine wear headphones" all the time, it was my iPod home screen so a while.

I continued to love the cube until the middle of season 3. My interest we're changing and I stopped watching Minecraft until eventually I stopped all together. I continued to write because this wasn't just me hoping Will and Bee would get together. It was me expressing myself, it was me just taking their names and applying it to the Romeo and Juliet theme.

One day while writing another chapter I decided to see what they're videos were like now. I fell down the whole again and loved them even though i found out the cube was over. I found out they're we're things like the avenue now. I thought it was super cool at least some of my old heroes stayed connected.

I loved how Will and Bee in videos would still "flirt". It gave me hope (at the time I was only watching videos not looking at they're social media).

Will the posted video of his live stream for the Love Quest between him and Shelby (who i didn't really know either btw. I asked for new names on Wills parents in my story and someone said Shelby and i didn't get it till two months later). When he said that he wanted Bee to be in his life in the game, not in real life. I laughed but i thought it was kinda mean. So i looked in the comments and saw the usual #Beetonq and #kiingbee when i saw someone talking about his girlfriend. I was confused because for the past month that I had gotten back into Minecraft and watched all the videos I missed from him and he never mentioned a girlfriend. I thought nothing of it until a month later I finally got Instagram (Follow me lol carina_newperson) and looked up Bee and realized I could follow Will too. I went on his page and saw him and his girlfriend (who is beautiful btw). And that honestly crushed the 13 year old in me.

It never occurred to me that my idols would move on with their lives, dumb I-know. I realized my false hope of Bee and Will getting married would never happen. I was naive and too young to realize this would never happen. But at the time I though hey maybe I can still imagine it in my story.

I've always been a slow writer and I'm sorry for it. My reader have disappeared and I get it, really. I started this story in I think 2015 it's now 2018 and I still haven't gotten to what I've been planning for 3 years.

To the readers who still are here thank you for being with me this whole time.

It's not that I don't have ideas it's just the #kiingbee era is over, no one my age who used to watch the cube doesn't care anymore and the new kids who watch the avenue and the one grape and straub started will never ship these two like we used too. I need to understand that and I hope who ever reads this will also.

I'm 17 years old now and it's time for me to retire this fantasy I have. I used to get really stressed about now posting feeling terrible but now that's over.

Thank you to everyone for reading this and my story. I'm so sorry to anyone who's annoyed at me for this, trust me I hate people who do this too.

I'm saying bye to the Cube family, it's sad but this was my childhood and now it's gone. I only wish the members were still friends but that's they're lives and I can only control so much behind my screen.

I don't know what to do with these hard cover books I wrote in honestly. I don't really know if I'll keep this book up and delete it eventually. Depends I guess.

Thanks to Wattpad for letting me do this, I don't know if I'll continue to write on this account, but if i do it won't be Cube/Avenue related.

I love heyimbee she was one of the only women role models I had in life so thank her for that. I love her and i hope she finds love and becomes a mom and a teacher lol. Anyone get that? No? Okay.

Kiingtong really knew how to make me laugh and I love him for that. I hope he continues to be happy doing Minecraft or whatever he decides. He's very talented, they both are.

The rest of the cube group I loved. I never meet them but I hope one day they get back together for one meet and greet and I can tell them how much they helped me as a kid.

Once again thanks for reading. I love you all and I hope you guys understand.

Ps. Still to this day I spell strawberry like Struaberry. Thank you Mitchell.

Goodbye Cube family