thoughts and feelings

why are we here

I don't understand why I'm here
I don't understand why anyone is here really.
I'm in a dark place I guess.
It's not like I hate the world just the people in it they make me feel like I want to be dead but I want to be alive. I guess I'm talking about being in a coma
Maybe a coma would be good for me,not dead or alive because I'd be paralysed.