Steele's Fifty Shades Darker **Book 2** (Completed)

Chapter 4

Anabelle Steele

That bitch, how dear she touch what is so clearly mine. If I get my hands on her I'll strangle the life from her. Lay in my man's arms on my jet was better than great. Two hours into our flight and he got down on one knee and he took my breath away by his proposal.

'Would you Anabelle Steele, do me the honor of excepting my mile high offer to accept my hand in marriage. Will you please marry me?' He asked me and waited for my answer. I only dreamt it just the other day. I looked at him as both my hands went to my mouth out of their own accord and tears spill over and ran down my cheeks.

'Oh, Christiansen. Of course, it will be the best thing to marry you. Yes, a zillion times yes I will marry you. And asking me in the air makes it completely perfect.' He stood up and lift me into the air not much room for a full lift and gave he me a kiss that made time disappear. We still have 7 hours of our 10 hours flight and I gave Christiansen free reign to do with me whatever he wants with me. This vanilla relationship of ours is just getting better and better. My now fiancé is really showing me a wonderful time and we both fell asleep once we were done with our lovemaking.

Once we arrived in Washington DC, Taylor got us a rental car and we set out to our booked hotel, The Eldon Luxury Suite hotel, we are booked in the penthouse suite. We really just a short walk to the Walter E. Washington Conference center, where the publishing conference and expo will be held. I got us booked in and we where show up to the penthouse.

We got settled in and a late night dinner has been sent up to us. We ate then took a bath then hit the hay. Tonight I'm having my terrible nightmares again, it's the one where Randy is busy heating up the already twisted wire hanger and then while I was still busy playing with my doll he would burn me. I was crying out in agony when a familiar soothing voice woke me with such gentleness and concern. I sat up and drank some water he hands me.

'My lovely lady, you were so restless and then you started to cry and then it sounded like you were in a mountain of pain. Tell me please.' He said and cupped my cheek looking deep into my eyes. I mAnabelleged to sat up and straighten some of my hair flats.

'You deserve an explanation.'

'Only if you feel up to it.'

'Of course, you will have to know this since we are now engaged. All my nightmares are about my early childhood. I was born into a family the Rodger crack and whore house. My bio-mother and father were not very nice people. They were very bad alcohol and drug abusers and when they were in their highs they would take a twisted wire hanger and heat it white hot and they would burn me all over.'

'That is where you got all your scars from?'

'Yes. I would run crying to my mother for protection and she would just push me away and laugh with all the other high jerks in the room. Then my burns would heal and the process would start all over again. That is why my scares are such deep gushes and I do whatever it takes when I wear fancy dresses to cover them as best I can so no one will see them. As for my bio mother, she was killed by someone who wanted her services for the afternoon and then when she refused him he shot her in front of me. I was only three and a half years old.'

'And you think because of your early childhood that you are this, fifty shades of darkness, right?'

'Yes, you see Christiansen, I am... I'm... -I am a sadist. I love hitting the daylights out of guys that look like my abusive father.' I said and buried my face in my hands. Christiansen was quite for a long time.

'I look like your bio father?'

'No, you are the first guy I met and feel so strongly about that does not look like my bio- father at all.' I had to answer fast so I won't lose him.