Beginning Again

Five

Five

A few days later

Cam's POV

I sat listening to everyone talk at Mason's funeral, his parents, his sports coach and all these other people, and all I was thinking was that Mason would have hated this, he hated people being sad. The funeral finished before I knew it and it was time to go to the wake which was being held at his house.

I got to Mason's house, I've been here so many times yet I've never been more scared to walk in then I am now. I know that when I walk in, it's going to hit me that he's not here...that he's really gone. I walked inside, the house was packed with people, as I walked in people said condolences to me.

I ended up sitting down on the edge of Mason's bed in his room which suddenly felt colder; his bed was the way he always left it, as though he'd just got out of it, he never bothered to make it unless I did... I would often wake him up and as he got ready, I would make his bed...

I walked into to Mason's room, he was still asleep, shirtless and the blankets just covering his legs as he laid on his back. I gently climbed onto the bed and straddled him, leaning down and kissing him lightly before pecking his nose. "Babe, let me sleep." Mason mumbled as he started to wake up. "Mas you have to get up and ready." I said quietly as I ran my finger down his chest lightly. "Fine" Mason grumbled, grabbing my hips, sitting up and kissing me softly...

"Hey, I thought you'd be in here." Kirsten said as she walked in, shutting the door behind me.

"Sorry, it was just a bit much." I replied as she sat next to me.

"I know how you feel, he would hate this." Kirsten said making me and her laugh lightly.

"I was thinking that too. He wouldn't want you or me crying." I replied.

"No he wouldn't. It would always make him cry when he saw you or me crying." Kirsten said.

"He was amazing and there's going to be a big hole left." I stated.

"Yes there is but he will always be in our hearts. He really loved you Cam and he was always so happy with you. Don't think for a second that he didn't. I'm so glad my son had you in his life." Kirsten told me.

"Thank you." I replied.

"I should get back out there but you stay as long as you like." Kirsten told me, before hugging me and then walking out leaving me to think...

Mason and I were laying in his bed, I had my head on his chest, my arms across his waist as he had both of his arms around my waist. It was Sunday morning and we were laying listening to the rain, we'd had a late night out at a party, getting home just before 3am, "I could stay here all day." I said quietly, "Me too" Mason replied as he kissed the top of my head. "I think movies in bed is the perfect plan for today." Mason said earning a nod in agreement from me.

I decided to leave, not wanting to be here anymore as the memories flooded my mind, I walked out of Mason's bedroom and out of the house, heading towards one of my favourite places to clear my head. I walked to the school and headed for the music room; luckily I had a key; I headed for the room that held the piano.

I sat down at the piano, thinking about how there was only one other person that knew I came here, let alone played piano and that was Mason. Playing piano was my relaxant but it is also my secret. I placed my fingers delicately over the keys but couldn't bring myself to play as I started to think about Mason...

"Where are you taking me babe and why are we at school?" Mason asked as I dragged him through the school in the night. "I want to share something with you, something that I've never shared with anyone else." I replied, "What your virginity?" Mason replied cheekily. "Eww...no, well not at school anyway." I replied winking as I hit his shoulder just as we got to the music block. I quickly unlocked the door and dragged him through the hall until we got to the piano room. We walked in and I sat down on the bench. "Babe, come sit by me." I told Mason, he came and sat by me. I started to play and before I knew it I'd finished the song. "That was amazing Cam." Mason said surprised. "Thanks" I replied before he kissed me.

I wiped my face as the tears began to fall, I looked around the room, deciding not to play. I walked back out of the school and headed home; I just wanted to get changed and sit in bed and look through some photos.

I walked in the brisk night air until I got home, I walked inside and the house was empty. I walked into my bedroom, changed into my pyjamas and got into bed under the blankets. I pulled out a box from under my bed of Mason and I's photos; there were so many photos of us that I loved but one of my favourites was from the end of year formal...

"Are you sure about this babe? I mean we don't have too. We don't have to do anything." Mason rambled on as we walked down the hall of the hotel to our queen spa suite that we had for the night seeing as it was the end of year formal. "Mason, I want too. I love you and I'm ready." I replied smiling as we got to our room. Mason swiped the room card and opened the door for me, we walked in and Mason shut the door behind us. Mason gently kissed me as I bought my hands to his shoulders, pushing his jacket off as his hands moved to the back of my dress gently unzipping it, exposing my breasts but leaving my briefs on and pushing it down as I unbuttoned his shirt pushing it off his shoulders as well. Mason continued to kiss me, trailing his hands down my body until he reached the top of my thighs, "jump babe" he said huskily as I did so, wrapping my legs around his waist as he walked over to the bed putting me down before gently crawling on top of me. I pulled Mason down, brushing my lips against his before he pulled back, standing up and walking over to his bag, grabbing a condom before stripping off his pants leaving him in his briefs. Mason laid down beside me, facing me, before he kissed me again as he rubbed his thumb over my hip, we rolled over so he was on top again, he moved down my collarbone and began lightly sucking being sure to leave a mark as I felt him against my leg, "you know this tattoo makes you even sexier which it hard to believe." Mason whispered as I moved my hand down his torso to his waistband. Mason reached down to my waistband, slowly moving my panties down my legs and then he pulled his off before rolling the condom on. "I love you." Mason said as he positioned himself, " I love you too" I replied before Mason kissed me as he entered me slowly, allowing me to adjust before he started thrusting...

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"Morning beautiful." Mason said as he kissed me gently, "Morning." I replied. "Are you ok?" Mason asked me, his face clearly showing concern. "Babe, I'm good." I replied, "but are you sore or..." Mason trailed off, "I'm good, are you?" I replied, "I'm great." Mason replied smiling wide. Mason kissed me gently. "What time is check out?" I asked smirking. "11am, why?" Mason replied smirking, "So we have time for round two then?" I replied before kissing him...

Gina's POV

I got home and walked into Cam's room, the lamp beside her bed was still on but she was asleep with photos of Mason and her. Cam looked just like she use to look when she was little, peaceful just how I wanted her life to be. I quietly looked as I picked up the photos that were scattered around on her bed and put them in the box, sliding it under her bed. I gently lifted the covers up to her shoulders and kissed her on the forehead, before turning off her light. I stood up and walked to the door, where I turned around and looked at my baby girl, before softly closing her door leaving her to sleep.

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