you're different // vkook

4.

i took my keys and when i entered my new home, i was speechless. the apartment was large, it had a huge living room, with  a crystal chandelier hanging from the ceiling, a big TV on the wall, it was decorated with beautiful paintings and orchids. there was one bedroom with a king sized bed, a big bathroom and a kitchen, it all suited me perfectly.
i decided to take a shower, that's what i needed the most after such an exhausting day.
i took my clothes off, feeling the coldness touch my naked body, i hurried to get inside the shower. i was relaxed when hot water started sheltering my body from the cold. i just stood there, realising i had killed a man today, and got kissed on the cheek by a famous idol.
but the only thing that bothered me is that i haven't felt anything when i spilled the brain of that man in the middle of the day, in front of an airport, except satisfaction when i completed my task, but when that stupid taehyung kissed my cheek, i felt like i was on fire.
what is this annoying feeling?
i wanted to rip my skin because i never felt something like this. i almost lost my senses to feel something, the only feelings i was used to was fear and pain.
i stepped out of the shower, wrapped a towel around my waist and dried my hair.
i got into bed, listening to the sound of busy streets of seoul, while i slowly fell into a deep sleep.
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i woke up the following day at about 6:30am. there was no need to hurry to go to work, so i lazily got up, made a smoothie containing apples, bananas and mangos, and while i was drinking it, i opened my closet to see it was fulled with tuxedos and other brand new clothes.
i smiled knowing it was yoongi who picked and bought all of this.
they were all similar, so i randomly chose a combination, got dressed and went out.
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i arrived at about 8 o'clock and noticed there was a note on my desk. i read it, and saw i have a next target. it was a drug dealer who sold young women as prostitutes.
'' may i come in? '' i raised my head and saw yoongi, with his hands in his pockets.
'' yeah sure''
'' do you want some coffee, i hate drinking coffee alone'' he asked me
'' yeah, why not '' i said.
yoongi quickly returned with 2 cups of freshly made coffee. just the smell of the strong coffee could keep me awake for days.
'' thank you for drinking it with me, but i hope mr kim won't be mad  at me'' he said with an amused face
i almost choked on my sip of coffee :
'' what the hell does he have to do with me drinking coffee with you yoongi? '' i asked annoyingly
'' well..'' he said while putting his cup on my table '' you're meeting him tonight, aren't you? i don't want to be interfering between the two of you'' he said proudly
shit i completely forgot about that.. and i completely forgot yoongi overheard everything.
'' i don't even know why i agreed to go with him '' i said
'' i have seen the way you two look at each other. i know you know him from somewhere. and he sure seems like a nice guy. but you don't have to consider this as a date, jungkook, jeez, maybe he just wants to be friendly. '' he said and took the last sip of his coffee and left.
wait... i never considered this as a date.
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i went to taehyung's hotel, being both nervous and angry. i was impatient and wanted this evening to end and never to see mr popular ever again.
i turned around and saw taehyung exiting the elevator, looking like a finest gentleman. he smiled when he saw me, and i couldn't help but tremble a little bit.
'' wow, you actually came. '' he said happily
'' you're looking amazing'' he said and looked me up and down, which made me feel the heat rush into my cheeks again
''yeah um, you look great too'' i said while not looking at him
'' you're adorable, jungkook '' when he said my name, i felt like a thousand needles poked my face and i tried to remain calm.
'' c'mon, the cafe is over here'' he said and walked in front of me
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we ordered a simple macchiato and taehyung just glared at me, not removing that ridiculous smile off his face.
'' well, jungkook.. '' he started '' i can see you're not really a talkative person but we can get to know each other a bit by asking some basic questions '' i really had no intentions of being polite to him.
'' hmm, so where are your parents from? '' when he asked that, my annoyed expression turned into a sad/mad one and he quickly noticed that.
'' o-okay, let's be more simple. what do you like to eat for breakfast? ''
'' i usually skip breakfast '' i said
'' oh my my, that's why you're so skinny! '' he said while looking me up and down again.
the barista just brought our coffee and i swear i could just swallow the whole cup and go home, but i knew i couldn't
i was feeling really ashamed when taehyung eyed me up and down
'' do you have any hobbies? '' he asked me to make me face him again
'' i.. i draw sometimes''
'' ooh that's nice, do you think you could draw me? '' he asked smiling, and i took a large sip of the coffee
'' i don't know, maybe''
'' i love playing the piano. not many people know that'' he said
i just kept avoiding eye contact, but then, i felt his slender fingers grab my hand again
''i'm not gonna hurt you, jungkook. i just want to know you better'' he said, and kept pulling his chair close to me.
'' b-but why? '' i asked him, confused by his statement
'' because..you're different '' he said, and slowly started moving his face towards mine.