you're different // vkook

5.

taehyung kept getting closer and closer to me, and my eyes widen, i was frozen. taehyung saw that and said
'' shhh, babyboy, i'm gonna take care of you'' and then he closed his eyes
my instincts then woke up, and i harshly hit his chest, pushing him and i quickly stood up
'' w-what the hell do you think you're doing!? '' i yelled, but my voice was so weak i couldn't even form an angry sound
taehyung's face became sadder, he looked really hurt
'' i'm sorry, jungkook, i-''
'' no, don't you even talk to me!!! '' i was trembling
'' alright.'' he then stood up
'' i'm sorry for what i have done, or wanted to do. do you want me to stop and get out of your life completely? '' he asked with such a serious and stoic expression
i couldn't process what was happening, i never felt something like this, i never thought this could happen to me, what is even happening???
my mind bombarded with questions, i didn't even realise taehyung coming closer and he held my chin in his hand.
'' i know you're not apathetic, jungkook. i can see you're scared, but i won't do you any harm'' he said sweetly, but i couldn't respond, i just ran out the cafe.
what the hell is it with him??? what the hell is it with me too??
°°°5 days have passed°°°
i was caught up in my work, preparing for today. today i have to kill a drug dealer. they said this one will be a bit more difficult, because there are also his men who need to be eliminated.
but i found an easier way to do this, and it requires zero bullets.
my plan was to when they're underground, selling drugs, i will make sure nobody is around, and throw in a gas bomb with uranium. then seal the door and they will simply choke to death.
in the nighttime, i put my hoodie on and i was prepared well. i've waited patiently on a rooftop of a building, watching them through binoculars. once they all got inside, i took out my silent gun, and loaded it with 3 bullets. there were three of his men guarding the entrance, and i used this gun to kill them, quietly. i watched them fall, one by one, and i looked at my watch. it was 2:38 in the morning.
i quickly got down there from the rooftop and i made sure nobody was around.
i knew i had only one and quick chance to throw it inside, because if i don't do it quickly and shut the door quickly, i'm dead for sure.
but then i had an idea.
°°°third person pov from the underground
there were packets of drug everywhere, money also just passed hands, and some of them were already high and passed out.
they were all laughing like mad people, due to the high concentration of various drugs in their bloodstream.
when everyone heard a knock on the door.
one of them who was not as high as the rest of them went to see who is it, carrying a gun with him. he peeped through the spyhole on the door and saw that was one of the guardians outside.
he said '' aah it's noone, just this bastard from outside'' he opened the door and asked
'' the fuck do you want? '' but he was hit and he fell, when everyone turned, a can with gas flew in the air, and the door was shut. sealed, so nobody could open it.
°°°back to jungkook's pov
'' that went well'' i thought to myself and silently went out.
before i exited, i took off the clothes of one of the guards and burned it, changing back to my clothes.
i put a hoodie over my head, and walked out.
°°°
i was proud of myself once again, but i felt so empty. i felt as if i failed the mission.
i couldn't realise what did i do wrong, to make me feel so disgusting.
but as i passed by a familiar place, i knew what was that stinging feeling inside.
it was guilt.
°°°taehyung's pov
i sat in my hotel room, drinking tea and watching something on tv
'' breaking news: a famous drug dealer was found dead in an underground place, choked to death by a massive concentration of uranium-'' i sighed and turned the tv off. i went to my window and looked outside. i was feeling so empty, so worthless when jungkook pushed me away like that. i really have a soft spot for him, moreover, he has such beautiful facial features.
i heard a knock on my door.
'' who is it? '' i asked.
but no response.
i went to the door and hesitatingly opened it.
°°°back to jungkook's pov
i exited the elevator and headed to taehyung's room, when i was around a corner, i was shocked with what i have seen.
'' jimin? '' i thought to myself.
jimin was talking to taehyung on the door, and as i wanted to take a step back, jimin said bye to taehyung and started walking towards me, then he saw me.
'' JUNGKOOK? '' he yelled with a huge smile and ran towards me.
taehyung turned his head immediately and was surprised to see me too.
jimin jumped on me hugging me tightly
'' OH GOSH HOW MUCH I MISSED YOU KOOKIE''
'' jimin.. please, i'm losing oxygen'' i barely said. he really got strong.
'' oh i'm sorry hahah.. hey i really need to hurry, i need to go and see someone, but please call me tomorrow so we can meet up! '' he said happily
'' sure, i'll see you tomorrow jimin'' i said smiling lightly.
i saw taehyung's door was closed. i stood in front of it, and i hesitated, but i knocked 3 times.
'' taehyung? can we please talk? '' i asked
the door was slowly opened by taehyung who looked slightly annoyed.
'' yes jungkook? ''
'' can i come inside? ''
'' sure'' he said and closed the door after me
he sat on the bed, looking at me, and i avoided looking at him, i have so many things to tell him.
'' i'm sorry for my behaviour taehyung. '' i said, finally looking at him
'' no, no, i'm the one who should be sorry''
'' no.. i'm sorry for doing something like that when.. '' i stopped and bit my lip
'' when what? ''
i didn't know what to do. this was all so foreign for me.
i took a deep breath, i was both angry and impatient.
our lips collided.