you're different // vkook

6.

our kiss lasted for two seconds, and i got scared and pulled away, revealing a flustered taehyung with bloody red cheeks.
'' i-i-i'm sorry!!! '' i panicked when i saw him
he sat on the bed, wearing a big grey tshirt and black sweatpants, he supported himself with his arms behind him and he didn't even blink, he didn't even move.
'' t-taehyung..? '' i said quietly and got a bit closer to him.
'' taehyung i'm sorry, please forget about this, i thought kisses don't mean anything!! ''
when i said that, taehyung moved his eyes to meet mine, he really startled me, he then grabbed my hands, pushed me on the bed and hovered on top of me.
i felt blood rushing to my cheeks because of his sudden action, his dirty blonde hair falling perfectly, he looked like he was carved by gods, but he looked mad. really mad.
'' so.. you think kisses don't mean anything? then why did you do this? '' he asked, his deep voice echoing in my brain.
'' i... '' i couldn't say anything.
'' jungkook.. '' his hand moved to my burning cheek and caressed it gently, his thumb moving to my mouth:
'' why are you running away from your feelings? why do you keep neglecting love? '' he asked me, smiling and putting his thumb on my bottom lip.
'' i... i don't know.. ''
'' you don't know what love is? '' he then moved his face closer to mine, i could sense vanilla and strawberries in his breath.
'' let me show you what love truly is. ''
he lightly put his lips onto mine again, he felt me being tensed, so he grabbed both my skinny wrists and spoke through the kiss:
'' don't resist''
i actually couldn't break the kiss.
i had this beautiful feeling, something i have never felt before. and the first person who gave me this feeling was taehyung.
we actually really got into the kiss, when my phone started ringing.
'' taheyu.. ng mmh.. i need to... pick it up.. '' i said and he slowly moved away from me.
i was weak when i stood up, i barely managed to answer my phone properly
''yes?''
''jungkook, please come to the hq, we need to discuss something''
''alright, i'm on my way''
i ran outside and hurried to get to the hq.
i still didn't realise what happened to me.
°°°
i arrived and yoongi stood in front of my office
'' let's go, someone wants to speak to you''
i nodded and followed him. we went to the top of our hq, the part i have never entered.
we went into a dark office and we had 2 chairs in front of a huge white desk. someone was sitting on the other side of the desk.
'' mr jeon, mr min, please sit down. ''
both yoongi and i nervously sat down. who is this man?
'' i'm aware you don't know anything about me, mr jeon, and that's really not necessary at all. i'm kim namjoon, and i'm someone you should consider like the head of the government. '' he spoke.
'' it's my pleasure to meet you mr kim. '' i said and bowed, but his hand motioned me not to do it.
'' please, jungkook, don't be so tensed, relax. i had to tell you both that i am very pleased with how both of you complete your work (i just realised i never mentioned what is yoongi's job, he works with computers and hacking), and i have to say i'm mostly satisfied with you jungkook, you have only had 2 missions, but you completed them so smoothly and clean, keep up the good work. '' he said.
'' i will sir, thank you''
''please, feel free to call me namjoon, i don't mind. what i wanted to tell you both the most, and especially you, jungkook, is that you shouldn't allow anything to mess with your work and influence it. ''
i furrowed my brows a bit.
'' i can see i'm not that clear. this is hard for me to ask of you, but you should dedicate your full selves to this job. jungkook, you are only 21, but you should know that you are the one who has the most responsible job. nobody knows the government has a hitman, and they must never know that. you basically can't have friends. nor a lover. ''
what? do i really can't have anyone?
'' if we didn't have a hitman, the whole country would be in danger. the whole country is in your hands, jungkook. you are not completely banned from having a lover or friends, but you must never reveal anything to them. they mustn't know anything about your whereabouts, they mustn't know where you live, and nothing about your personal life. i know that's difficult, but is that clear? '' he asked me.
'' yes namjoon. '' i said, looking down.
'' if maybe someone finds out, we will eliminate them. '' he said and i widened my eyes.
what if taehyung finds out?