Before we start, Lily's name is the name Skies her saved as okay? Boom, also to clarify Lily isn't as big as Selena is now. She's just getting into the music game. Okay on with the story.
Lil Skies💔:
Hey Lil Ma🥀
Lil Ma🥀:
How'd u get this # and why that stupid nickname?
Lil Skies💔:
Don't be whining you love the nickname,
you quiver at my touch and I can make your cat wet
each time you see me.
Lil Ma🥀:
😳 you kiss your mom with that mouth?
Lil Skies💔:
Nope but I do kiss other things.👅
Lil Ma🥀:
Fuck off, you have a girlfriend leave me alone.
Lil Skies💔:
After that altercation last night I
don't want her to be my girl no more.
Lil Ma🥀:
And? Just forget all about me all
I probably will be to you is a fuck buddy.
Lil Skies💔:
Ma, I wanna get to know you more
but I can't do that with this girl at my
side 24/7.
Read at 10:47 am...
Lil Skies💔:
Lily..
Read at 10:49 am...
Lil Skies💔:
I'm not gonna leave your life so
easily.
Read at 10:53 am...
I sighed and got off my phone. I got up and walked to my bathroom. I walked in and closed the door. I put my speaker on and started the shower. I slipped out of last nights clothes and stepped into the shower. I had finished putting shampoo and conditioner and body wash.
But something over came me and I stayed in the shower. Changes by Xxxtentacion came on. (Pls listen to that song while reading)
An: This might trigger some people so please if you have a trigger towards abuse and suicide please don't read until I say it's okay to read.
My heart aches and I saw all the bruises that he left on my poor aching body. The things he forced me to do. The pain and agony he caused. When I overlooked the bruises on my body I just remembered me begging him to stop. But he just kept on going because he enjoyed it when something caused pain to me.
I sat in the shower and grabbed my knees. I was now sobbing quietly, in all honesty I just wanted my life to end. So I wouldn't have to face him ever again and I wouldn't be this hurt ever again.
I got out and I went to the cupboard. I grabbed a box filled with razors. I grabbed a razor and went back into the shower. I sat back down and the hot water was falling down on my face.
Tears were rushing down my face. I couldn't hear anything my vision was blurry from all the tears. I grabbed a tight grip on the razor and placed it on top of my delict skin. Goodbye world, thanks for the opportunities you gave me. Was all I thought.
Lil Skies POV:
I was at her doorstep with flowers. I knocked and there was reply. I asked the man in the lobby if she was home and he said she hadn't left. I knocked again and still no reply.
I pressed my ear against the door. I heard the shower running, but I also heard quiet sobs. I rattled the doorknob but it was no use. I looked everywhere for an extra key. I found one on top of the doorframe.
I unlocked it and closed the door. I placed the flowers on the table and I yelled her name to see where she was. I then heard the sobs again, it was coming from the bathroom.
I didn't think anything of it before I opened the door and saw her still quietly sobbing but blood flowing down from her arms. I ran over and turned off the water. I placed towels on top of the cuts.
She looked at me and her eyes had pain and agony in them. I grabbed my phone and dialed 911. They would be here any minute. I grabbed one of her shirts and some shorts and put them on her.
The paramedics rushed in and took her. I was in the ambulance with her. She had passed out due to the loss of blood. I just held her hand the whole way asking myself why she would do this.
They took her into the emergency and I was left alone in the waiting room. I sat down and just sat there shocked and scared that I would be the person to witness that kind of thing.
Lily's POV:
I woke up to loud beeping and I slowly opened my eyes. The lights burned my eyes and I rubbed my eyes. I used my other hand since my right hand wasn't moving. I looked over to my right side and I saw Skies holding my hand and he had his head laid down.
I furrowed my eyebrows together, I now realized the wires connected to me and my heavily wrapped forearms. Last thing I remembered was taking a shower and feeling so much pain.
Skies woke up and when he looked at me his eyes went big. "Oh shit you woke up." He said.
I giggled and he went out and called a doctor. The doctor came in and told me I would be placed on some anti-depressants for my depression and my anxiety. The whole time I could just see Skies heart breaking from all the things my doctor was saying.
Can't help it, people enjoy breaking me...
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Super sorry for not updating I was updating my other story and that took a while but I hoped you enjoyed this chapter even though it got really sad at the end. Also to note that I am in no way making fun or glazing over the fact of depression or suicide. I personally have felt and still deal with depression and anxiety. So if I did offend those who have depression or anxiety or suicidal thoughts, I'm very sorry. And to tell you that you aren't alone if you need someone to talk to I will always be here and my messages are always open for anyone. Okay thanks again loves :)
