Hurt| Jungkook fanfiction

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The cold air hit my pale shoulders as I sat and waited.
I heard a car a door close I looked and saw him. Jungkook, I was at our park.
He walked over I noticed him holding two cups. "Your usual." He handed me, I smiled. "Thank you."
He sat down next to me. It was quiet, we both took sips from our coffees.
"My mum wants you to keep the baby. So do I."
His mum?
"Areum, my mother will give you whatever you need, money.. you name it. She wants my baby to be healthy."
I scoffed, "your baby?."
He looked at me confused. "I mean yeah I made it..."
I couldn't believe what he just said. "This baby may never see you. You made it well so what it's in me idiot Im the one who's gonna go through pain and I don't want my baby to have a father who lies."
My thoughts and emotions we're insane.
"Areum! Enough. You are upset I know and so am i.. I don't know why I can't ever forgive myself. But I love you. I really do and I want my... Our baby to be healthy and I want to be apart of his or hers life wether you like it or not." He looked at me with a sincere expression I looked down.
Honestly I didn't sign up for this I don't know why I was placed with a baby when I'm young but things happen for a reason.
"I don't know what I want to do."
I looked at him, "what is her name? Is there others."
He sighed, "oh my God please Areum."
"No Jungkook. Until you feel the pain I went through I will not stop asking and I will not stop standing up for my baby."
"Tonya. No there isn't anyone else and Tonya is gone I told her to leave and get out of town."
"I knew it was tonya she was my friend as well." I said. Tears were forming.
I looked away and saw the swing set.
Past.

I ran to the swing yet to try and get the good one. I couldn't contain my laughter. I reached the set and giggled, Jungkooks arms wrapped around me. "You mean a lot to me you know that right Ari."
I shut my eyes and smiled deeply resting my head on his shoulder.
A sudden shock came upon me. He tickled me, I laughed so loudly and freely. "Hey!" I playfully hit him away. I quickly hopped on the good swing with the biggest cheesy smile ever. "Agh I guess I'll have to go on the baby one." I chuckled at his pouty face. As soon as he buckled himself we both began swinging, I was shorter then him obviously so there was an advantage to him but I still pushed through. Whenever I went up I felt free and young. It really did hit me that he made me happy. He is the guy that I chose to trust and ignore my family even for.
Someday I hope we have a future. A real one.
Present

"Areum."
"Areum."
I zoned back and looked at him, he saw my tears and wiped them. "Look please I beg you text me when your free. My mother and father want to have dinner with you and your mum. We need to discuss things."
I clenched my eyes and held back the tears and nodded. "Okay."
He turned to walk but stopped. "How's Taehyung by the way? I miss him and i regret everything."
At that moment I remembered last night, I felt sick inside.
"Ahh he's good."
I bit my lip, what have I done.
Jungkook smiled to himself. "Good.. good. Hey look after yourself. Do you have a ride home?."
"Yes."
"Well okay, please think of what I said. This isn't just about us." He looked at my stomach I nodded and he left. I watched him enter the car once he drove off, I let myself cry. Loud and clear.
Something I've waited to do.
I knew when I go home Taehyung would be there ready to help me but for some reason I just didn't want to go back.