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(I accidently deleted this chapter grrrrr)

I sighed as Taehyung was vacuuming around my apartment I asked if I could help but simply he did not comply. We would argue a lot, I told him how I wanted to help but he'd always tell me no I need rest. I knew I couldn't help I can barely do anything I'm so big now carrying my little baby girl but I still felt bad.
Taehyung stopped vacumming and came and sat down he grabbed the chocolate packet. "What? Where did it all go." He exclaimed.
I giggled softly, "it was her." I pointed at my stomach.
He smiled and leant in, he kissed me. I kissed him back. Taehyung and I have been close lately and I don't want anything to be ruined but it's just so confusing. "Aruem I hate that."
"Hate what?."
"I hate that we kiss and we do meaningful things but I know it won't last."
"So your leaving?." I raised and eyebrow, he sighed and rolled his eyes. "No Areum I'm just saying I know you. I just hope that if anything progresses Jungkook doesn't come and ruin it after all he is the father."
"Hey, hey." I placed my hand on his cheek, "Jungkook cheated on me. I have a slight hate for him but he is the father yes. But that's our relationship, we share a child but what you may feel with me is different. Taehyung understand I'm not thinking straight while I'm pregnant yes I do feel feelings but I'm also about to have a child and my life will change."
He nodded slowly but didn't say anything after that, I felt upset so I told him I was off to finish my nap. I walked into my room and got comfy in bed, tossing and turning I couldn't sleep. My mind was filled with thoughts, I decided to text an old friend. Namjoon, namjoon and I have been close. Actually through Jungkook a new friendship started a group. Jungkook, namjoon, yoongi, taehyung, jimin, Jin and Hobi. I knew namjoon and yoongi before though, those two alwaus made me happy.
I got my phone from my bedside table and texted namjoon. You would think I started out calmly but really I vented so much I told him everything even though we haven't texted for a while but he knows me and he knows how to respond.
When he replied a feeling hit me inside, I felt alive again. I got up quietly and went around my room to find a photo.
Author note: closes photo I could find to match the scenario 💕

Author note: closes photo I could find to match the scenario 💕

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I smiled at the picture. I remember that night out, the night Jungkook and I told everyone about us. Later on that night namjoon spoke with me and talked about how precious Jungkook is to him since they had known each other forever. I respected that, namjoon never wanted our relationship to get between our friendship since I also have known namjoon forever.
Looking at his text he sounded angry, he was like an older brother.
My knees felt sore so I got up and put the picture away.
Too be honest a pregnancy can make you feel lonely. Well... Depending on the situation. I guess the fact that I lost Jungkook it feels lonley. I actually pictured our future together I saw the cute baby shower happening with the boys. I knew Jimin would be happy I would be having a girl. He would want to help me find cute girly things, Jin would act like a father and be kinda upset hoping their would be a boy but he would support me either way. My thoughts carried me away, I realised I had tears falling.
Looking at old photos kinda hurt a bit, I thought.. why hadn't I had a baby shower? It is a good reason to invite all the boys.
I opened up my phone and started a group chat.
I explained the news and within minutes my phone was buzzing like crazy. Wiping away my tears a smile appeared.
Jiminie: a baby girl!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jin: she will be like our previous Areum.
Yoongi: I will teach her the music world.
Hobi: and she can learn to dance like me!
Namjoon: you don't have bones.
Hobi: true.
I chuckled at the boys it made me feel happy.
Jungkook: what date is it?
Namjoon: your coming?
Areum: he is the father I guess
Jungkook: mhm.
Taehyung: you guys don't know what happened.
Areum: Taehyung.
Jungkook: what date is the baby shower..
Areum: ugh this Friday let's make it, my apartment.
Jin: yeppie
Jimin: can't wait !
Namjoon: sounds good.
Yoongi: yes.
Hobi: :D!!
Jungkook: see you there.
Areum: yep.

I shut my phone off and clenched my eyes shut. What the hell was that?
That was so stupid. Now Jungkook has an opportunity to come. They don't even know what happened.
I stormed outside and saw Taehyung sitting. "Nice job not telling them."
My eyes widened. "Do not say that! I just wanted a peaceful baby shower. I miss the guys can't I have something good? You act like I can't."
"Me? Ive been helping you."
"I know! I'm thankful but I didn't ask for it taehyubg."
"Oh so I should just go?."
"You'd be breaking a promise." I yelled.
Tears fell down my face, I clenched my fists and rested my arms on the table rubbing my face back into reality. Taehyung walked over, he hugged me. "Why is this so stressful."
I asked, he smiled "when jimin gives you a pink tutu for your baby girl you will realise what life has gifted you."




Helllllloooo!! I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I had a few issues and deleted it on accident :000 stressful.
But here it is, I'm still looking for a a baby name if you have any suggestions please leave them below!
I also have some ideas though eg: Evie, rose, sooyoung and yeji if you like any of those please comment!!
I'm excited to finally bring in the other members a bit more!!! Have a good day/night. See you next chapter !

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