From The Bottom Of My Heart: Gone With the Wind (Poetry)

From The Bottom Of My Heart

For those of you who love poetry and was looking for some inspiration, mine is original and I wrote this poems only when I'm in the mood. Which means, only gonna write when I got thousands of rollercoster going on in my freaking weird brain of mine. I'm still new with all these poetry kind of thing but I can assure you that poetry could really help me to express my deepest feelings and thoughts. Pretty sure it turns out to be my best medicine lol.

I started to wonder and I still was when I wrote those first few lines. As I continue to write, an idea; a theory slowly crept into my mind. What if this is the real me? All this. Everything that I wrote and will write.

I am most comfortable when I write. All the feelings come at once, it's a balance. The ideas rush to me as if I'm in a museum full of art. Writing always feels right for me. When I want to get everything out of my chest, I write, but not that I want to keep it like a diary. When I fluidly form sentences, I feel like I'm in this vacuumed void, free from all worries; all negativity that will eventually destroy me.

Yes, I'm writing a lot about sad and depressing things, but funny enough, I do not feel like that as soon as I start to write. It seems like the worries that haunt me in my head transfer to my hand, to the pen, then to paper I was writing on. My anxiety transfigures into words and are inked on the paper. I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels that, as Lang Leav have quoted, "all sad people write."

It took me a lot of time and thoughts to come to this conclusion. What about you? Have you found who you really are? Do you already know? Or maybe after reading this, you have your doubts about your answers? Finding yourself, takes time, so use all the time you need. Most teenagers are lost, they can't truly identify themselves, I'm very familiar with the feeling.

Try doing the things you love and meditate. It would help some of you as it had helped me. I wrote and I found myself.

No doubt, a good poem can only be written when you're sad eh? Jk x

p/s: I'll be updating this poems from time to time. Be sure to click the 'star' button down below if you guys like my poems and stuff. I don't think it'll be hundred percent poetry so maybe I'm just gonna be random with my writing and stuff like that, I don't know. The heart wants what it wants, can't say no. Oh, and don't forget to give a comments and your opinions! I was hoping that you guys somehow can relate to what I wrote. So ya, let me know what you think in the comment section! Thanks and have a wonderful day fellows!