Why do you love me

In L.A

Cherish's P.O.V

  Before I left I went to Hope's house and beat her ass I had to get that out of my system I had to show her who the fuck she was messing with she can keep Jordan I never cared that he cheated on me but one of my friends that hurt more than anything.

so after that I went home to get my shit so I can leave to L.A I need to stay there I need to get my life togther and i still havent talked to Diego besides when I was telling him I was moving to L.A and he got happy about that for some reason and he would tell me why but he said he stays in L.A and we could hang out sometimes and I said that was fine shit I need someone to get my mind out of what was going on in New York and ik moving would better for me and i dont have to watch my back 24/7 about people coming after me and i have to go back to my modling shit this shit to much handle sometimes and i want to make it big and thant's what im about to do.     

Flashback
6 months ago

Brook and I was sitting on a fire escape she was smoking a blunt and I was smoking my cigarette. I could tell she had some shit on her mind here lately but i never thought it was a good time to ask Bc we've been too busy with Shit.

"Aye b?" I asked I said takin a puff of my cigarette.

"Yea?" She answered while having smoke In her lungs.

"You good? I can te-" I was cut off with a answer.

"I wanna move to L.A. I don't wanna sell anymore I want out."

I was speechless I knew what she was talking about. She was talking about our dream. Moving L.A. starting over her being a photographer.

"I understand." Is all that slipped out my mouth. She was too more scared of my answer probably.
"I understand B I want you to live our dream. I want you to start over for us. Shit maybe if you do you become big and make me a model." A smile across her face.
"Shit. Ima do that b. Ima work my ass of and make it. For you. But whenever your in trouble you better bring your ass too L.A. Bc I need you to be there with me. I can't have you running the streets for the rest of you life."

She was crying. I hugged her, I didn't say anything because I knew she knew this was my answer. We could both tell it was a goodbye and I love you type of hug.

I knew she didn't have any money so I gave her 20 grand that i saved up that she never knew about.

"You go." I smiled
"Bitch you better call me while i'm down there." She laughed and walked out.

Brook's P.O.V

Omg I can't believe she's here these 6th months have been hell for me and shit but having her here would have been better than leaving her in New York , I had to leave and start a life for my own there was so much going on , shit her and her boyfriend at then time would always fight about him cheating on her with other Bitchs and I new it hurt her bc they where togther for almost 2 years and then they broke up I was happy for her bc she was done and stood her ground when it came to him, but I need to know what she has to tell me I hope everything is okay with the family bc ik if something happened it would be hard on me too bc her family took me in and rased me like i was there own child

Cherish's P.O.V

so me and Brook are in the car talking and im telling her about this boy name Diego and how he texted me about that bullshit and I was reading her the messages and we get out of the car bc she needs to go to the mall and I didnt care and , when I was walking I bumded into someone and when i seen who it was i froze bc it was Lil Xan and I was more than happy I was always in love with him and his mucis and then I got up and walked off and then my phone went off and that's when brook put them together and I was still lost and she new what was going on and not saying shit.

Text

Diego 💔🙄: Wow Lil Ma you more fine in person shit know you're more on my mind and you cant leave it bc I don't want too we need to hang out soon so I can that beautiful face of your's again 🤞🏽❤️

Me: umm thank but I didn't see you so how did you see me, well this doesn't help bc I don't know what you look like so ig you did me and I didn't see you ugh this sucks I wish I knew what you look like, but you know something that I can't believe that happened to me bc im so in love with him

Diego 💔🙄: who are you in love with damn it I didn't even get a chance to meet you and know someone took your heart form me 

Me: lol I might never have a chance with him lol it's Lil Xan shit

Diego 💔🙄: ohhh Lil Xan know hmm why can't you be with him ?? what is holding you back forming being with him  

Me: well him not noticing me on everything I have done and just that and he will never be with a girl like me

Diego 💔🙄: well he might just give you a chance you will never know me might fall in love you 😍

And after that Brook was just looking at me like I was slow like she knew what was going on and I didn't and we left the mall and we went to her house and i went to my room to get ready for bed this has been a long day for me