Why do you love me

Leaving

So we just know leaving the house to go see Lil Xan ugh I can't believe this shit is happening to me rn I would have never thought moving in with brook this would be happening I can't believe she would do this shit for me I mean come on she has too the fuck I brought her Lil Peep tickets before he died and shit got to hang out with him and shit and I never saw her so happy before until I did that I did it because I know she had a lot of stuff going on at the time so I had to do it for her. But for her doing this means a lot to me but I'm scared to meet him he's someone I look up too because he went through the same shit I did I had to clean my act up after fucking with his music.

*At the concert*

Omg we just got in and I'm scared there are so many girls I wonder if Diego will see me with all these people here I have 20 minutes before it starts and I've never been so scared In my life before I texted Diego and told him I was here but he didn't answer me which sucks.

Me: I'm here just telling you so you can look for me

Diego 💔🙄: what are you wearing so I can look for you

Me: Ik it's not the best but it's sum

Diego 💔🙄: damn you look sexy asf In that omg you took my breath away 🤤😍

Me: you don't have to lie to but thank you ☺️ I can't wait to meet Lil Xan 😍🧡 he's Someone I would have never thought I would meet

Diego💔🙄: I'll make sure I get to see you 😍 

Me: what you mean 🤨

Diego 💔🙄: nothing but I have to go 😩

Me: okay see you soon I guess 🤨😩

That was crazy asf what does he mean he will make sure he will see me know this is going to kill me not knowing what he means it fine but im so happy brook is just looking around like she is waiting on someone to show up and change everything. omg its about to start and I can't breathe anymore like I need a cig but I can't smoke in here and it's killing my ass so bad right now

Brook's P.O.V

So we made it here and Cherish was texting Diego aka Lil Xan im still mad she hasn't put it together yet but I still think it cute but wait until he sees her and said something I had to message him for her and he's going along with the plan, he told me he wanted to her one and only and I think its cute bc ik a lot of boy's don't want girls like her. I mean come one she's been through a lot and I think it's sad and I think with him in her life she can be her real self again the Cherish ik wasn't scared of nothing she was wild and was always out having fun but know she can't even do that without thinking people are after her. And we both know Cherish is a Blood she is about that gang shit and she always has been she will kill for people she loves ut she needs to leave that gang shit in the past , I mean her brothers are the leaders of the Blood shit so she really had no choice but know its bad where she had to leave and get a new start she needs someone like Deigo to help her get something real for once in her life she needs something good coming out of this but I can't wait until she finds out she's been talking to him.

But she left and went to go smoke a cig I went back there with Steven cannon bc I've been talking to him forever know shit you can say we date and shit that's how ik about Cherish and Lil Xan im always with them but that's something I've been keeping from her bc ik she will kill me and if I told her that shit. But I think this is for the best I need her to be happy and Lil Xan is like a damn Brother to me and I would kill him if he hurt her and brake her because at the end of the day that won't be pretty.