Why do you love me

Confusion

Brook's P.O.V

I find it funny that Cherish doesn't know what's going on or she doesn't get the hint that she is talking to lil Xan and I think it's cute bc she can't even think about it or put 2 thing's together shit he said he can't wait to see her again I mean come on right after she seen lil xan like what the hell. Like how she didn't notice this shit it's on her face and she can't even see it ugh sometimes she kills me. not to notice the way he texted her and how he said that shit to her after Lil Xan left she's just something else I can't even explain how slow she look's rn but you know what im gonna get his tickets so we can to his concrete bc ik she's in love with him , but little does she know she's talking to him on the side and I think it's cute but stupid at the same time.

Cherish's P.O.V

Idk what's going and I want to i really want to know who this Diego guy is and it's killing me not knowing and I think Brook might have a clue but she won't say shit to me and that's nun new but it's fine I cant wait until I see Lil Xan again ive texted him before on Twitter and he's never answered me and it hurt bc I wanted him too I want to tell him how much I love him and how much his music has helped me over these months's of him becoming a rapper and im glad he did bc I cant even explain the pain he has help get out of my life not a lot of people know. I was doing a lot of drugs back then and I was so attchied to them and then listning to him helpped me relized it didnt need that in my life and know im sobber for the drugs besides Weed and im always gonna smoke that it helps when I feel alone or I just need a stress relever and i smoke NewPorts 100's and those are ciggerets and ive always smoked Ciggerets ive been smoking thoses since I was 12 that's the first time I ever did and that's bc my brothers always smoked so I did it to fit in with them and I liked it so it sucks with me and I like I get it's not cute but im not doing it to be cute im doing it bc I smoke my thoughts away when I need too and ik that might sound crazy but it helps me.

(An Hour Later)

So im in my room smoking a Ciggeret when brooks come's in my room happy asf for god know's what and then she threw something at me and I picked it up I jumped up so fucking fast I can't believe she got me his fucking tickets so I can go see his show omg I have to tell Diego

Text

Me: Omg guess what just happened to me I can't fucking help but scream omg im so fucking happy

Diego💔🙄: What is it? what is wrong ? are you okay

Me: yess im okay but Brook bought me Lil Xan tickets and im gonna go see him tonight I cant breath omg im so fucking happy this is the best thing that has happened to besides talking to you 😍🤞🏽

Diego💔🙄: Oh really so you're going to go see him I hope he makes your night and I might see you too bc im gonna be there too I hope we can hang out and talk for a little bit

Me: so you're going to see him omg I can't wait to see you, omg I can't believe this happening to me 2 good things are happening to me rn and I cant breath damn I need to stop smoking

Diego 💔🙄: well ill see you then Lil Ma shit I can't wait and just calm down you have 4 hours until you see him know got get sexy up and then text me later

Me: okay Bye Diego see you soon and I will get sexy up shit I always do 😍😂

End of Conversation

So Right now I and Brook are going to get me something sexy asf I need to look sexy for the man shit I need too this is going to be a night to remember forever shit. But I have to go and take a shower and hurry up and get dressed so I can go to the mall

(At the Mall )

We went everywhere to find something and we are at the last store and I found it I found the perfect thing im gonna where

Brook is trying to get me to this store and I really don't want to go in and I already got what I was wearing and she didn't and it pissed me off bc I only have 3 more hours to get ready and we are still at the fucking mall like what the fuck is wrong with her she knows when it comes's to Lil Xan I don't play and she's taking her sweet ass time like noooo we have to go back home so I can get ready and then we can go and have some fun but brook ass is making me mad im going to go off on her but then again she's my ride until I get my JEEP and then I dont need her taking me everywhere.