Take The Monsters Away (boyxboy)

Please Never Leave

    Thomas

    Waking up, it's still dark out. The strong pair of arms still wrapped around me, as I look at my phone. The time reads 4am, great. "Glad to see I'm not the only one awake." James sighs, scaring the shit outta me. He sits up, rubbing his eyes, my warmth from his body heat, gone. Well damn, is my only thought, as I make a whine of protest. I roll on top of him so he falls back down, so now I have warmth again. "You want warmth?" James laughs from under me, and it's then I really understand what position we are in, as my cheeks go red.

      Our foreheads pressed together, he smiles at me, a genuine one. I get the feeling, like the oh my god I'm gonna spill my guts I'm in love with this person. Whichhhh I do.

    "I love you James. Like I really do, you are the best thing to ever happen for me, and I'm grateful."

     "I'm so glad I found you that night." He sighs, his hand cupping my cheek, his thumb running gently across my cheek.

      "I am too."

     He looks at me for a moment before speaking again.

   "There is something I wanna do." He explains, before rolling over and pinning me down.

    "Never forget, I'm a top." He teases, before pressing his lips to mine.

   The kiss starts out slow, our lips fitting together like puzzle pieces, hands knotted in my hair. My hands wrap around his waist, pulling him too me, his lips seeking dominance. I'm out of breath, but I love it, lost in this space, as his lips move down to my neck.

A loud moan escapes my lips, as he bites down softly on my neck, sucking at the skin. "Daddy." I moan without thinking, my cheeks turning red, as I sit up suddenly. "Hey, you okay?" James asks, while rolling off of me, my cheeks still a bright red. "Y-yea I'm fine." I stutter, as he looks at me, confused. "Are you embarrassed because you called me daddy?" He inquires, making my cheeks go even darker. "Hey don't be embarrassed, everyone has their own kink, it's alright." James assures me quietly.

"It's just embarrassing.." I mumble awkwardly, but he laughs softly. Not a mocking laugh, but more of a Are you serious Laugh. "It shouldn't be embarrassing Thomas, be you, that's the guy I fell in love with." He continues to laugh quietly, making me time to question. "Why did you fall in love with me?" I inquire, his laughter stopping abruptly. "Maybe your smile, personality, and who you are, have some slight impact." James explains, shrugging, before getting up. "Hey where are you going." I whine, holy shit get outta subspace dammit.

"я люблю тебя,"He laughs softly, while walking. "I was going to go to the bathroom, is that okay?" "I want warmthhhhhh."

"Suffer."

I mock gasp, as he laughs down the hallway. Grabbing my phone, I look through my camera roll, considering James bought this phone, after mine was waterlogged, mainly the pictures are of us. Which I'm not hating on by any means lemme tell you. Except I finally look back at the ones from before my hospital visit. I looked so dead. My cheekbones prominent, eyes sunken in. "How did James even like me?" I whisper softly, unaware of James who walked into the room.

"I liked you because you were what I needed, you were the piece of me I never had, that I finally found." Is his response, as he crawls into bed beside me.

"Now come on, this night has been utterly depressing, so let's just hangout and talk."

"I'm sorry about earlier, I was such a mood killer."

"You don't need to apologize, now do you want warmth or no?"

Instantly taking that opportunity, he opens his arms, enclosing me in them, my head snuggled to his chest. He presses a gentle kiss to the top of my head, as I start to drift off to sleep.

   "Please never leave." I mumble quietly, he probably doesn't even hear.

   "I wouldn't dream of it, я люблю тебя." He whispers softly, humming as I fall asleep.

     *time skip*

     I wake up again, this time at around 10am, James gone. I grab my phone,hearing noises from the kitchen, assuming it is James. "So I made pancakes, and eggs,take as you please." James explains, sitting with his own plate. I grab two pancakes, and some eggs, some part of me wondering the caloric value. I sit across from him at the table, as he begins at his food. "Why are you awake?" I ask, laughing. "I had to call my mother, and had spare time." He shrugs, shoveling a forkful of pancake in mouth.

"Look I gotta go to the grocery store, so if you wanna come with me, you can, just get dressed when you are done eating." He explains, finishing his plate of food. As I scarf down my pancakes and eggs. "I gotta get dressed." He explains, before putting his plate in the sink.

     As I sit there finishing up my meal in record time, I go back to my room, changing into some clothes. A pair of light pink jeans, with a white shirt, is what I really need, and is what I wear. "Hey I think I lef- oh my god, you look so cute!" James babbles, taking in my outfit. Except he really needs to take a look at himself, with his black skinny jeans, and oversized pullover, but he somehow makes it look hot.

  He hasn't straightened his hair, which I'm grateful for, I love it curled, his emerald eyes shining brightly. "Don't straighten your hair today." I whine, and he looks at me, arms crossed. "Fine, you're lucky I like you." James mutters under his breath, as I reach up, playing with the curls. "You love me so don't even." I laugh, kissing him on the cheek softly. He blushes, before picking me up quickly. Considering the fact I'm a lot smaller than him, it's quite easy for him.

       "Put me downnnn." I demand, so he does...sorta. He walks over to the bed, dropping me on it, while grabbing my phone, passing it to me. James passes my shoes to me, as I put them on quickly. "Come on." He takes my hand, grabbing his wallet and keys, before we walk out the door.