I'm Pathetic Trash

i wish i lived in hel(heim)

I just went back a read every part of this long ass book for absolutely no reason whatsoever (besides procrastinating my homework, of course) including all of the unpublished weird drafts lmao. 75 parts in total cause of the drafts.....

I've realized I haven't really changed much since I started this book other than like I have breakdowns + anxiety attacks waaaaaayyyy more often.

Breakdowns + anxiety attacks are not fun. Especially when you have them at school and you can't calm yourself down for like 4 periods. 

I've finally started opening up more to some of my new friends at school. One of them even saw me cry the other day lol. Her and I have a really weird ass friendship. Sometimes we insult the shit outta each other and other times we encourage the shit outta each other, it's weird.

I have to go help my mom seperare clothing now so she can do laundry and then start my homework. ;~; Adios! Vale(te)! Those are the only two languages I really know other than english! Bye!