Forever Young

Chapter.2

Okay i just need to get my bag and im ready, today i was planning to go and chill by the swimming pool.I was wearing a new collection of ''blond summers '' bikini's, it fitted me perfectly. I walked down the hallway hearing some complaining, oh the boy's seem to be awake.  I quickly checked myself once again me just walking around in my bikini casually, getting a few looks from the older people but i really couldn’t care to be honest. I pressed the elevator arrow to go down DING and i did my little jump i do when im not expecting it then i hear some laughter , i turn around whipping my blond hair around to see the boy's standing right behind me , how could i not see them ''oh morning'' I said , ''morning '' they all said in sync , ''what are you guys laughing at?'' i said looking back at the elevator then one of the boy's stepped up a bit i think his name was niall ''you jumped when it went DING'' and soon as he said that i jumped a little because it did ring i looked at the boys ''laddies first'' liam said with the other boys laughing behind him i just walked in but i quickly pressed ''close'' and the doors started to close liam didn’t know because he had is back to me and talking to the boys about something ''HEY'' i think his name was zayn they all looked up to see the doors closing and im there pissing myself laughing and then the doors close.

''Morning Adam '' i said walking to the reception ''morning babe how are we '', ''yeah not bad yourself'' i ask looking at some of the broachers ''yeah good...um how are the boys '', i just smiled to myself remembering what just happened '' um i don’t know haven’t seen them this morning'' i lied haha ''oh okay any way’s where are you off to?'' he asked coming behind me wrapping his arms around me , i think it was just a hug , i was still wearing a bikini so it was a bit awkward ''uhm im going to the pool for a swim, um see ya later'' i said getting out of his grip, i felt a wave of gilt wash over me. I walk out wow i didn’t realise there were a lot of people here , oh boys i might go sit were they can see me , i walked over to a place were no one was, i walked over to an umbrella and a long deck chair i placed my stuff on the table and got my towel out and layed it out on the chair and layed down letting my feet dangle on the ends , i pulled my sunnies down, for someone weird reason i felt like i was been watched.

1 hour later....

I could feel the tan lotion been sunk into my skin, then i felt drips of water been dropped on the sides of my body, and the sun was gone, i pushed my sunnies up to see all the boy's lined up with water gun's but i was looking at the guns they had man they were really hot boy's ''did someone have a nice sleep'' one of the boys with curly hair im pretty sure that was harry , ''yes i did thank you , can i help you?'' i asked sitting up a bit more ''nah were okay'' , then they all smiled at each other ''wait no no no'' i said moving more into my chair , next thing i knew i was soaked wet ''BOYS!'' i called they kept wetting me , i had run to the nearest pool and the boys walked over, then i pushed niall and harry in ''noooo they yell '' i started to laugh really hard , i could see that allot of the boys eyes even some of the guys i haven’t meet before eye's were staring at me , then i felt some really strong arms wrap around my body i looked to see who it was and it was the boy who i didn’t get to talk to much and I’m pretty sure he was Louis.

After being wet and playing around in the pool , i got out and laid back on my towel that was now dry , then this really toned up guy came over smiling to me ''um hi are you sky?'', i just smiled and shook his hand ''yeah'', i said letting go ''well im ben and um i was wondering if you wanted to go out for um dinner if you would like '' he asked getting a bit red on the cheeks ''are you asking me out on a date ben ,with a girl you have never meet before?'' i said sitting up a bit more ''well i know who you are your a hot model , and you have every boy here drooling over you'' he said laughing to himself , i joined in ''alright '' he gave me his number and gave me a short, sweet hug ''bye beautiful'' he whispered in my ear and walking over back to his friends. He did seem pretty hot but i felt really weird in my tummy for some reason , i felt really sluty i don’t know why , then I  felt really shit, am i slut , i just stared the ground full of grass ,i need to think , i picked my stuff up and started to walk back around the pool , thinking ''OI SKY WHERE ARE YOU GOING '' someone yelled , i looked around to see zayn calling , then i looked louis who was looking at me , i don’t know why but when he touched me i felt something shoot through me , and i have never had that before, and i could look in this boy's eye's forever , and i never had that with other guys, ''uhhm im , i just don't feel well, ill see you boys soon , bye'' i said walking off.

Did people ever think i was a slut?, am i a slut?, oh my god what would mum and dad think, i really miss them , i started to cry i was still sitting in my bikini crying on the kitchen floor , i haven’t really had time to cry by my self about mum and dad when i died everyone tried to distract me from that , everything was running through my head , the moment i had with my parents , the fun times , oh shit i have never really cried this much before KNOCK KNOCK , great , i did'nt answer it, instead i just sat there sobbing quietly hoping no one would hear me KNOCK KNOC , ''Sky i can hear you cry , what’s going on are you okay im coming in'' i heard a voice but i couldn’t recognise it, then i heard my door bang open , then i heard someone running towards me ''SKY'' someone calls , i just cry more , then i see louis run to me ''has someone hurt you, is he here? Its the guy from the pool is'nt , oh my god i saw him , were is he what room?'' i could see that louis was getting really heated up , ''it's not that, it's not him , it my parents '' i said whispering , he sat next me and pulled me he did'nt say anything he just pulled me in for a hug , i dont know why i told him ,but i felt like i could.

After soaking his striped shirt (which i thought was cute) ,i lift my head up to see him staring back into me, i could feel us moving in , is going to kiss me ?, then i remember im leading this boy one , i our lips are inches apart ''louis '', i said whispering ''mmm'' he said looking at me ''don't fall in love with me '' i said , he pulled away ''uhm what?'', ''don’t fall in love with me,'' i said simply ''why?'' he said ''because i wont love you back'' i said moving back a little , he just stared at me ''i thought.. i you know you were the one, i mean like your different '' he said ''do you not like me?'' he said putting his head down ''lou it's not that, i just don't believe in love , but i know everyone eels dose'' i said lowering my head, but i then i got that weird feeling just saying that , i felt like i was lying to him, but its true i don't believe in love . He looked at me then said ''sky you'll find him one day and you will feel different around him and then you will realise that its called love'' he said kissing my forehead and leaving me in my bed were he had put me.