Forever Young

Chapter.11

I was now married to the man of my dreams , all the children were so beautiful some of them had to leave because they couldn’t be running around and be out of their beds for long, and I had to go back to bed with my fiancé , we both laid there in each other’s arms ‘’I don’t want you too go sky’’ lou whispered kissing my cheek , I kissed his nose ‘’I don’t want to go ‘’ I whispered in his ear , we both laid there staring in each other’s eyes , then the boys walked in squishing each other, ‘’lucky we asked for a bigger bed’’ I whispered and started to laugh ‘’mmm go away guys’’ lou said warping me up in his arms and I just giggled, ‘’no she ours as well you have share boo bear’’ harry said laying his head on my tummy and zayn was laying on my legs and niall and liam were on top of lou,  this is what I liked us as family, this was my family we were all huddled together watching The Lion King, my eye lids started to close , I tried to keep them open but the weight on my eyelids couldn’t hold it up anymore, my mind started to drift somewhere, is started to hear the beeping noise of the monitor beeping , then the hush of footsteps running in, the weight from the boys lifted of me , I wanted to stay with them but I felt like I was  trapped in a bubble   ‘’hi honey ‘’ I saw my mum and dad and grandma standing  in front of me , I tried to lift my hand to touch them , but I could’nt ‘’mum.. im here ‘’ I said lifting both of my hands up to touch them ‘’im here sweetie’’ my dad said scoping me up in a hug ,  ‘’dad .. I missed you’’ I said but he let me go and started to wave ‘’your not dying sky , your with lou now and he loves you’’ grandama said holding on grandads hand ‘’NO I LOVE HIM BUT I WANT TO BE WITH YOU’’ I said reaching my hand out but they just nodded, and mum was crying ‘’goodbye sky, look after yourself and lou and the boys’’ mum said , then it was dark… I saw nothing but I could hear ‘’please baby come back to me ,please I love…I love you sky just please’’ I could lous voice weeping he was crying I wanted to cheer him up , lou im here ‘’don’t leave me I don’t know what I would do to myself’’ he said , I could feel the warmth of something touch my hand , my hand was tighten and warped in someone’s hand …maybe if I squeeze it back he will know I can hear him , I try with all my strength I have and squeeze it back …’’I remember when we first meet and I knew you were the one I just didn’t know what to do..’’ he started to talk but he couldn’t feel me , I squeeze it harder , i feel my heart thumbing back like its going to come out of my chest and I squeeze one more time…I give up… but there was silence and then a few sniffs ‘’sky…’’ he said did he feel my hand?, say something lou ‘’sky I feelt your hand..you..can hear me cant you?’’ he said oh my god ..yes lou..good boy ahhah shit what do I do for him to know I defiantly can .. I cant squeeze his hand I don’t have enough strength ..shit ..okay I have to open my eyes I have to pull myself together .. but I like this little bubble I might see mum and dad and everyone again..but maybe there was a reason to why I am here..maybe it was a goodbye again for mum and dad and everyone , the light streaks through the darkness my eye lips start to move the weight off the blur of the colours come together and I see a man in white ‘’she’s made it ..go and tell her fiancé now please ..hello sky welcome back’’ the doctor said , my eyes are now wide open I look down to see weight on my figure .. it was the weight of the ring.. .all my senses start to come back together ‘’where is he?’’ , I ask the doctor he turns around and I see lou standing above me ‘’im here babe , you’re so strong ‘’ he sai I looked at his face and it was red and there was tear stains on his face, he leaned in and kissed my lips and now I was wide awake.