Forever Young

Chapter.4

The light shined through my windows , I could almost open my eye’s but they were filled with tears, my mascara was all down my cheeks and I had pinky bags under my eyes, ‘’oh don’t I look great this morning’’ I said to myself while looking at myself in the mirror. Last night I had told the boys to leave , I didn’t want to cry in front of them , the thing that made me cry the most was because I had realised that I was …falling in love , but I didn’t want to  because what would  happened  if it wasn’t true love you know and I just can’t , I can’t fall in love not now at lest and I can’t admit it to anyone.  

I didn’t feel like eating breakfast so I texted niall back saying ill pass because im not hungry , it’s they are my brothers now well not lou of cause but they are all so supportive and they are there for me .

Of cause they all disagree and think it’s stupid that im on this ‘diet’ but I told them I really need to this magazine and I’ll be back to normal in no time.

1 NEW MESSAGE FROM NIALL_MY_BABY_FOOD_LOVER

don’t ask…

 your passing on break fast ! you will starve !

this is stupid sky you need to eat Lxx

I didn’t reply to him because I know will just end up fighting about it like we did yesterday.

Then my phone buzzed again it was paul and he was asking me to do I quick practise photo

shoot for him , I quickly got changed in my black tight high waisted jeans and a grey crop top with my hair up in a messy bun and I put a bit of make- up on going for a natural look but enough to easily get off for the make-up artists. ‘’Okay and that’s perfect thank you so much again Sky you did a great job and the clothes fit you perfectly , have a great afternoon ‘’ my photographer , Dean said ‘ oh and the photo shoot will be on Monday instead of a Tuesday is that okay? ‘ he asked looking back at me from his lap top that’s connected to the camera ‘yeah that she be fine bye’ I said walking off and getting changed into my original clothes . While I was in the taxi I thought I should have a look at my phone. No new messages surprising not even from the boys.

When I got to my room I walked in to see liam and zayn sitting down on my couch ‘um how did you guys get in?’ I said sitting my hand bag down and my phone down on the kitchen table and took a seat next to zayn and putting my feet on the coffee table ‘oh we got a key’ , liam said crossing his arms , ‘oh um yeah sure go ahead a get a key to my room , no need to ask’ I said laughing, ‘anyways ‘ zayn said breaking me from laughing to myself, well I thought It was funny  ‘have you got any work coming up?’ , then I thought about it ‘yeah I have my photo shoot thing on Monday and then after that I’m having a proper break’ I said ‘good on Tuesday will take you with us ‘ liam said ‘what?, take me where?’ I ask getting a little worried of what they had planned ‘ we have a little house on a privet beach , and your coming ‘ , I shuffled a bit ‘I don’t know guys I think I should be giving you guys a break you know with everything and lou’ I said getting up looking for something to use a distraction ‘hey we don’t care about you and lou your coming for us okay’ zayn said coming up giving me a hug goodbye  ‘yeah now go and eat’ liam said poking my sides ‘bye guys’ I said closing the door.

Yesterday was the photo shoot and I did so good and Paul said he was so proud of me which made me feel more proud of myself , and right now im at the airport with the boy’s they told me we are going to FIJI! I thought you know it would be a road trip or something but no were taking  a plane , but im not complaining. We were all boarding the plane in first class but the boys decide to go make lou and I sit together so this was going to be an interesting flight. ‘um did you want to sit near the window or near the isle ?’’ lou asked standing behind me ‘’um yeah ill just go to the window side ‘‘ I said moving through the chairs , then he followed behind me sitting into his chair , it was a bit of an awkward silence till the lady started talking and instructing, while she was talking I looked at lou and then he turned his head and looked at me and smiled , I smiled back knowing we were cool , as we started taking off my hand was holding onto the arm rester  then I felt lou’s hand on top of mind I looked up to see him looking down at me ‘’lou I told you to not fall in love with me’’ I said still holding his hand and looking into his eyes , ‘’well that’s to bad isn’t it’’ he said ‘’sky tell me now I want to know tell me now and ill leave you alone , tell me do you love me?’’, I didn’t know what to say a massive part of me wanted to say no but the other part of me was saying yes, then I was reminded mum and dad , they loved each other sure they fought a lot but they still loved each other, there is such thing as love , I looked back at lou ‘’lou I am in love with you too’’.

Hi guys, i hope you liked this chapter , i was'nt so sure about it so i was going to delete it .

but for the next chapter ...

Dose lou do something that will make him loose the girl of his dreams will lou do something that will make Sky loose her trust for him? and dose Sky have a new admirea.

Please please give me your feeback and what you want to happen !!!

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