The one

Chapter 11

Finally the time that I have been waiting for came the bell had rang and I got up and walked straight out i went to where Jose told me to wait for him

while waiting I decided to text Miguel to let him know that I'll be coming home a little later I was so nervous and I don't know even know why my I felt that way

my hand shaking trying to pull my self together at least 10 minuets passed I was getting kinda disappointed and mad thinking he stood me up

getting ready to text Miguel to pick me up I looked up and saw Jose walking towards me

"Hey my bad the stupid ass substitute didn't wanna let us out"

he said when he finally got to me

"it's fine just give me a little heads up next time please"

"oh so there's gonna be a next time huh"

smiling his amazing smile laughing a bit

"no dije eso (i didn't say that)"

"yea but you meant it don't like sabes que me extrañes (you know you miss me)"

nah you're not all that"

is what I said but really in my head I was screaming hell yes I miss you

"are you hungry we can go get something to eat or something"

"yes actually I can eat"

"alright bett come on"

he said walking towards his car we got in and all I can feel is happiness he finally seems like my bestfriend like the little boy I would always run to when I had a problem the boy who would make me feel better after hearing my parents argue every night..

throughout the whole car ride we listened to music and had small conversations about random things we decided to go to a rasparía that we used to always go to it was our spot when we got there we got off and ordered then we sat down

"So what's up what did you need help with what did you do"

I finally asked the question that was going around my head all day since I talked to him

"I don't even know what to say mila I'm so confused and fucked up in the head I just needed you to snap me back to reality make me realize what I'm doing wrong you're the only one who can get through to me"

he said looking down he looked so confused and sad I didn't like seeing him like that even though he wasn't there for me when I needed him the most doesn't mean I won't be for him i finally broke the silence

"we'll que es dime para ayudarte (what is it tell me so I can help you)"

he sighed the looked at me

"well you know what I've been up to I'm pretty sure you've heard about it but mila I've been messing around with girls and all that and i fucked up I slipped up and got a girl pregnant but I don't know what to do mila I'm not ready to be a father and not with how my life is right now"

feeling confused and hurt I didn't know what to say but i knew I had to say something there's a reason why he brought me he needed me he needed me to tell him what to do which is what I'm gonna do

"Really Jose you know what you have to do it's not that hard I know you're not in a good place to take care of a kid pero te chingaste but you're not alone you have your mom I know your lifestyle Is dangerous but you have to take up for your responsibility be the man that you always wanted to be now is your chance to be that man"

he sighed

"i know mila I know it's stupid I knew what to do what I have to do but I just needed to tell you and hear your part I know it's been years since we've talked but no matter what mila you're the only person I can trust and go to when I need to be put in check you're always going to be my bestfriend no matter what mila nunca lo olvidés"

him just saying that made a huge smile come on to my face he the s good up and came over to me and hugged me 'thank you chula you're the only one I can actually be myself around and express myself I'm sorry for not being there for you i regret it I swear I do pero im here now and I'm not going anywhere te lo prometo (i promise)' I think I just got my bestfriend back...