for a
beautiful
blazing
bold
and warm spring day
i feel so alone
the fact that i
waited
longed
wanted
needed
this feeling
why am i so sad?
i hate to admit im
wrong
selfish
clueless
filtered
sorry
but i am
im scared to ask for
forgiveness
the truth
love
an apology
anything
from you
i want
everything
the memories
the laughs
you
back
cant i tell you
it will be okay
i love you
and know that you'll believe it?