9 Reasons Why || Twice

Chapter Five

Sana's P.O.V

It was hard to look at myself in the mirror at my desk. I didn't bother to put on mascara, I knew I would cry and mess it up. It was a funeral I had to go to after all.

Jihyo's funeral.

A funeral on a rainy day with no sun. No sun in the sky, No sun in our lives.

I looked at myself, Trying to keep a straight face, Dresses in all black. We all wanted to wear red, It was Jihyo's Favorite Color, But we were told we had to be formal. It didn't stop me from wearing bright red lipstick.

"Sana, You ready?" Jeongyeon knocked at my door. She was dressed almost identical to me. But her tear stains were more obvious.

"Yeah. Did you get her?" I said with a shaky breath.

Jeongyeon knew who I was talking about. We all would.

"Tzuyu finally came out. Momo said she could see her for the last time and she came out," Jeongyeon explained. "But she won't talk to anyone."

This took a toll on all of us. One of our best friends was dead. We all felt like it was our fault.

Timeskip

"She was a beautiful girl. She was the sunshine in everyone's life. Why did she have to do this?" Jihyo's mom managed to get out before bursting into tears as she walked off stage with her husband.

That made the red of us let lose. We all missed her. I don't know how anyone could hold in tears when the open the casket.

After a hour of speeches and crying, People were about the funeral home. Talking, Eating and crying.

I went over to the stairs that lead into a hallway only to find someone else.

"Tzuyu?" I said softly to Tzuyu who was sitting on the stairs with her head on her knees. She looked up with tear filled eyes.

She was about to burst.

"Why?!" She yelled as I hugged her. She lost it. It was weird, I've never seen her like this. I remember back in 2016 Jihyo told me people deal with loss in weird ways. Some people lose it. Others hide it.

"We all miss her. But she, She's in a better place now. She isn't sad anymore. She's probably watching over us right now."

I tried to comfort her. It seemed to work. But even a few of my tears escaped.

"Do you want to see the others?" I asked Tzuyu when she finally calmed down and tucked some of her hair behind her ear.

"I don't want them to see me. I'm a mess." She said as she rested her head on her hand.

I sighed and then spoke. "They don't care. They just want to make sure your okay."

She gave in and went over to the others. We all tried to make the best out of the situation by telling stories of our favorite Jihyo moments.

We all laughed but it wouldn't hide the fact that we missed her so much.

It was almost 10:00pm when we got home. We all went to our rooms. I was the last to fall asleep. The others went straight to bed, I went into the bathroom to give myself pep talk and then meditate.

When I went back into my room, I turned on the lights and found something on my bed.

When I walked over and sat down, It was something I wasn't expecting.

Why was there a tape that said "One:Sana" on it?

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