My Prince ~ a SoonHoon fanfiction [discontinued]

Chapter 5

I sent a letter to Jihoon that said I wanted to talk with him, so I'm meeting him today at the village. I hope this goes well. I really love him, and I think he may love me, too. I'm sure of it.

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Now, I'm not so sure. I'm currently in my room, tears flowing down my face. I'm so stupid! Why? Why me? Why again?
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"Hey, Soonyoung! What do you wanna talk about?" Jihoon asked. I smiled and told him to come on inside. That I wanted to catch up. And I asked him about the boy standing off to the side, seemingly just following Hoon. "Oh, him? He's Seungcheol. My boyfriend."

Boyfriend.

They're dating.

Jihoon and that tall guy with an ugly smirk.

I wanted to break down right there and then. But I can't. So I'll just act normal and wait until I get home.
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I looked up at Mingyu, who had soft eyes, looking at me with pain. "Are you going to be alright, Soonie? Can you at least tell me what happened?" He sat on the bed beside me.

"Um, I was...was planning on confessing to Hoon...and...he introduced...introduced his boyfriend." I broke down again. Mingyu looked angry.

"What the fuck! Once again, you confess only to find out he has a boyfriend! That's so unfair to you! I'm sick of this shit happening to you! You don't deserve it! At. All." I smiled at Mingyu. He was always by my side when I needed someone to talk to when Jihoon was busy. I didn't deserve Mingyu but here we are.

"Thanks, Gyu. I'll be fine, but thanks for worrying. I just need some time to get over him. Just some time..."

"Well, I'm here whenever you need me, Soonyoung, okay? Don't hesitate to come find me," Mingyu finished. He got up from where he was sitting, patting me on the back. "Look, I gotta go, my dad was going to help me with my training today, so I can't stay here long. See you later?"

"Yeah, definitely. Bye, Gyu." I watched him walk out, closing my bedroom door behind him. I walked over to my desk. I got out a pen and an empty notebook. I want to be able to express my feelings without having to talk so much. So this'll have to do.

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I wanted to sit in my room and sulk for the day, like the past week and a half, without anyone disturbing me, but that wish was shattered when I heard a knock at my window.

I walked over to see Jihoon struggling to not fall. I immediately freaked and opened the window to pull him in.

"You're so stupid! Why'd you climb to my window?" I scolded him. He just looked down.

"Well, I haven't seen you in a while, so I figured something was wrong, and you've climbed to my window before!" He yelled.

"Hey, that's different! We both know I'm more stupid and strong!"

"That doesn't fucking matter! I'm worried about you! What's wrong, Soonie?" His eyes softened, and he reached for my hand. I pulled away, staring at the window curtains, suddenly finding them the most fascinating thing ever.

"It's nothing important, Jihoon. You should get going home, it may rain soon." I replied curtly.

"Oh okay, I see how it is. You're mad at me. I can tell. You never say my name normally, and never spout bullshit when I'm with you. What the actual fuck, Kwon. Why? What did I do?" He stood up, and glared at me. I couldn't keep up the act much longer, but I got lucky when my father came in.