You're Mine & Only Mine

Ch. 4

~Next Morning~
Some how in the middle if the night John Ross and I made it to his bed. I went to roll over but I felt his arm around me.
"John Ross, I have go get up." I told him.
"Not yet." I said moving me closer to him.
I pushed his arm off me and sat up. That's when I felt pain. "Jesus." I said trying again.
"How do you feel?" John Ross asked with a smile.
"I feel like I won't be able to pee for a while." I told him putting one of his shirts on.
"We should do it again." He yelled from the bed.
I walked back into the room. "Maybe." I smiled at him.
"Come here." He told me as he lifted the covers up a little.
I climbed into bed with him and we kissed. It wasn't like any of our other kisses. This one wasn't filled passion or lust; it was full of love.
"What are we doing today?" I asked John Ross after we pulled away.
"I have some work to do and I think Pamela wants you to go with her dress shopping." He told me.
"Can't we just stay here all day?" I asked covering my eyes.
"I wish we could." He mumbled while kissing my neck.
~An hour later~
I got out of John Ross's car and everyone was at the house, including JR. I haven't seen him in awhile and I'm not sure how John Ross is going to react.
"Morgan, are you ok?" JR asked me.
"Yeah, why?" I asked him.
"Because you're walking funny." Christopher told me.
I was about to say something but John Ross butted in. "The girls should get going."
"Yes. Come one, I'm excited for you to see the dress that I picked out." Rebecca told me with a smile.
~At the dress shop~
I tried my best to walk fast, but I'm in too much pain and Rebecca coughs into it.
"Sitting on frozen peas will help you." She told me.
"What?" I asked her acting like I don't know what she was taking about.
"I know why you're walking funny." She smiled at me.
"This is weird." I told her looking at some dresses.
"I'm sorry." She said looking at dresses as well.
"I don't want to sound rude, but why am I your maid of honor?" I asked her.
"You remind me of myself when I was your age. Also, Christopher is always talking about you and I want to get to know you." Rebecca smiled at me.
We continued to look at dresses until my dress was ready. After about a half hour later my dress was ready. Rebecca told me to keep my eyes closed.
"Okay, you can look now." She said happily.
I opened my eyes to see my dress. It was gorgeous! "Oh my god." Was all I could say.
"Do you like it?" She asked me.
"I love it!" I said.
"Good! I can't wait, just two more weeks and I'll be apart of the family!" Rebecca said with a smile on her face.
~Two weeks later~
** dress: http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_41/set?id=124973769 **
After I got into my dress and Rebecca was dressed, it was time to start the wedding. I didn't think that it would be this stressful, but oh well.
"Ready?" I asked Rebecca and she just nodded her head.
I walked out of the room and seen John Ross standing in the hallway. He looked up and smiled at me.
"Darlin' you look beautiful." He told me with a smile.
"Thank you." I smiled back at him.
"I'll see you after the ceremony." He told me before he kissed me.
~After the ceremony~
After all of the pictures, it was time to go party! I was about to get into the limo when JR came up to me.
"Let's take my car." He told me.
As soon as we drove off he started to talk to me. "I know that you and John Ross are getting serous. I want to let you know that I wouldn't want my son with any other girl." JR told me.
"Thank you, it means a lot to me. But, I'm not sure what our relationship status is." I informed him.
"Trust me, I know the looks that you two give each other." JR told me.
I just nodded my head. I'm not sure how it's going to work out, but I'll take that chance.
We finally got to South Fork and John Ross was waiting out front. As soon as JR got out of the car and helped me out John Ross came towards us.
"There you are." He told me as he wrapped his arm around my waist.
"You are a very lucky man." JR told his son before walking away.
We walked into the back yard and everyone was there talking to Christopher and Rebecca. I smiled and said hello to everyone, but John Ross seemed out of it.
"Are you okay?" I asked him.
"Yeah, I'm great." He told me.
"Okay, well, I'm going to go get something to drink." I told him before walking to the bar.
As I got my drink, I seen John Ross and Elena dancing. They looked happy. I decided to just let him do whatever tonight. It's not about John Ross and I, it's about Christopher and Rebecca.
~10:09~
It is time to do toasts, and I'm the first one to go. I stood up and walked over to the front of the tables.
"First off, congratulations you two. I'm happy for you two, not a lot of women can handle our family, so good luck Rebecca. I love you both so much. Also, you better treat her right Christopher." I said to them with a smile. Everyone clapped and laughed.
After everyone else's toasts, everyone got up to dance. Expect for me. John Ross has been with Elena all night and I don't know how to feel.
Someone tapped my shoulder and I seen it was Christopher. "Can I have this dance?" He asked me.
I smiled and we went to the dance floor. It was fun and it felt like when I was little, Christopher would dance with me just for the hell of it.
"I can't believe that you're married!" I told him.
"Yeah, soon it's going to be your wedding." He smiled at me.
"That's a scary thought." I laughed.
The song ended and we hugged each other and walked to our tables. John Ross was sitting at my table when I reached it.
"Are you ready to leave?" He asked me.
"It's not over yet." I told him as I sat down.
"I know." He told me.
I just shook my head and looked at my phone. I had one new text message and it was from John Ross. I looked up and he smiled at me. I opened the text and it said, "I have a surprise for you." I looked back up at him and he had his hat on.
"Come on darlin'." He told me as he took my hand.
We said our goodbyes and got to John Ross's car. He kept a smile on his face the whole way to my apartment. I have no idea what the surprise is, but I'm a little worried.
We finally got to my place and we went up to my apartment. When I walked in everything looked in place. I turned toward John Ross confused.
"What's the surprise?" I finally asked him.
"I want you to move in with me." He told me.
"What?" I asked him confused.
"Yeah, I think it's the right time. You already have some of your things at my place already." He told me with hopefulness in his voice.
I just stood there for a little bit and took in what he just asked me. "I don't know." I told him sitting on my sofa.
"Come on Morgan." He said to me.
"Can I think about it?" I asked him.
"Fine, just call me with an answer." He said before he walked out.
~Two days later~
I finally made my decision on if I want to live with John Ross or not. I dialed his number and he picked up right away.
"Hey." He said into the phone.
"Hi." I said back.
"So, what's going on?" He asked me.
"I decided not to live with you right now." I told him.
"Fine." Was all he said.
"I just want to see what our relationship stands first." I explained to him.
"What do you mean?" John Ross asked me.
"I don't want to be friends with benefits. I want to be your girlfriend." I blurted out.
"You know I care about you." He told me.
"But I don't want that, you either want me to be a friend or a girlfriend." I told him.
"Damn it Morgan, why do you always make things harder than they need to be?" He yelled at me before he hung up.