love neva faded

first meet

it started of like a normal day... kimda. i woke up happy. smilimg from ear to ear. and shit in my life it was never that many days that i had like that. i got up . i got my brothers and sister dress and layed them back down. and put some water in a pot on the stove so i can wash up.. mom anit pay the water bill that much. but i was use to it. i got done just in time to walk to my bus stop. i sat at there with da same 6 cats. weed head keon.he was foreven high. i mean like i think thays his way of stayin alive cause thats all he did. in and out of school. pregnant girl faith.. she got pregnant at least 4 times a year. her and her boyfriend didnt like condoms. but hey she knew who her baby daddy was .. then there white girl katie.. man that girl anit belong in that school. she was just to out of place.next was baby ant. he was like my fake brother. then jazmine. and her friend.. and me. when our bus pulled up i went to my normal sit in the back. and tryed to doze off like i did any other day. i listened to music on my phone. that i stile from some body when i ran away last summer. i looked up to see one of the cutest boys in the 8th grade. his name was deonta. and we had classes together and we really anit talk much.. jus hi and byes. a hows your day every now and then.. but not much. he was headed my way. but my best friend which was his sister walked behind him. she came and sat with me. she came lookin fresh like she always was. we had planned to wear our gammas jordans that day. we lookim like twins. me and my a1 did our usual. got off the bus and walkes to her boyfriends house.she asked me if i like deonta still. and i said kinda .. her knowin my reasin she went in to say she can hook us up . because he talks about me all the time to her. but she said it started to get annoying cuz she knows we like each other. but we just never made a effort. but omce we got there. it was shocking tha deonta and baby ant had beat us there. they must have got dropped off. once we got in the house. i seen deonta. i had to run to the bath room . i had relized i didnt have any lip glos on. my lip gloss had to be poppin . tha was the only kind of make up i would wear. i was wakin to the bathroom and stopped to hear foot steps behind me. i walk in the bathroom and its deonta.. right when i am almost done. D walks in the bathroom. he said something bput he had to brush his teeth. i mean that was the trap and his secomd home. but i think he jus wantee to see me. he stands im the door way lookim at me like he was confused. i turned to ask if he needed ro get in there like i really was gonna rush. he said no..he ask why i never talk to him i laughed but it was accident. i told him. i never kmew it mattered to him. he told me that he liked me but i be on games. he leaned in to kiss me and i leaned back. he laughed. he was thinkin what i was bout to say. he was cute. and he could be mine. but he had to make it offical. it was only right