shit get real

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i felt like i was fallin for a guy who was thugish but sweet at the same time. as time went on i started to see that his drug dealin life was over flowing in to our relationship.i felt like we was drifting in to 2 different lanes. i was not getting use to being pit last on his list. he say he loved me but it didnt seem like it any more.. shit he got so careless that he didnt even pay no attention when i didnt talk to him for 3 days. but it was killin me and soon as i got ready to break... he cane to my locker and asked why i was being so distance.i told him i didnt want to be the main chick right now. not into he got his shit together. i gave him a kiss on his check and took of my necklace off and handed it to him. he didnt take it so it hit the ground. i walked away knowing that deep down in side i was done. and my thought of all thugs being the same.i felt like i was falling in love.. but i told myself my feelings was not worth it. later that night i got 35 missed calls. all from deonta.. i didnt answer. i just wanted us to go back to what we use to be..i really liked him but i felt he didnt feel the same way..

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