love neva faded

first hit..

it was valtines day. i had one. but it was not deonta. it was only cayse he wasnt there and because i could not be one of the nerds to not get any thing. nothung special.  i got a dozen roses and a bag fulled with goodies from every were. bath and body works. forever 21. wet seal. and some other places.. when i got out of school that day i seen deonta at my school for some reason. and he anit seem to happy. we went to da trap house wit baby ant and joy. deonta hadnt said a word. i can tell something was wrong it was written all over his face. we got to da trap.. and we all went in da back room. deonta sat in the bathroom. when i realized he didnt come back in like 10 mintues  i decided to go check in him. he was lookin out the window . i walked up behind him. he pushed me away.. i asked whats wrong. he didnt answer me. i

babe wats wrong ??

i dont know . why dont you go ask the nigga who out buying you shit like you his girl.

what ?? what the fuck are you talkin about. ??

his voice began to rise.

i had never seen him so mad. i start walkimg away .but he grabbed my arm. ask were i was going. then turn around askin if i was sleepimg around on him. i strughled to break free. but i did. and i was pissed that he would say some thing like that. he knew i loved him. and i would never cross that line.  i began to scream at him  . tellim him he has no life. and i dont know why i wasted my time. i went back into the room to get my stuff  . baby ant asked if i was ok. i had not realized that i had tears coming down my face. i asked joy could she walk home with me. she got up and gave baby ant a kiss and we walked out the door. walkim past the same bathroom where i jus had a fight . he was sitting on da floor with his hands over his face. i throw a rose and said happy valtines day. i had for got all about his stuff i had my cuzin buy for him. i took a pic and said what was suppose to be for my so calles babe. posted on instagram. he liked. then commented. i anit even reply. he called then texted  i just went home and packed clothes to go to my cusins house  thats were my brothers and sister was. when i got therr i went straight upsairs and went to sleep with my sister