love neva faded

home again

my home situation is exactly that.. my situation. my family was never there for me. i was just a kid in the back round. i had a brpther who ise to touch me and damn my own momma didnt even care. my momma was poppin out another baby about every year or every other year.. i use to watch my mom struggle to pay bills and pay for food. i guess you can say i kinda depended on my drug dealer step daddy. even tho he wasnt my dad he acted like it.. i think he was the reason i keep my cool when it came down to me and my mom. he always told jjst hang in there and things will be okay.. so i hung in there. but lets be honest what would you have did ? now let me remind you. she is abusive and is always makin you take care of the house. your not aloud to leave. you always have to take care of youe younger siblings. no matter if they sick or healthy. no matter if she is there or not. you had to act like mom. .. yea i thought so.