Two Is Better Than One (L.h+A.i)

Chapter 7~

LUKE'S POV-

Do I have to go to Ashton's house today? I really don't want to, but I also don't want to make him feel like I didn't want to hang out with him. He seems really nice and defiantly does not deserve someone like me, as a friend.

But I'm going to go because I'm to nice to say no.

I finally decide to open my eyes. I'm still shaking from the things that happened last night. James beat me, raped me and then left me blessing and crying in my bed. My mom hasn't been home for the past 6 hours so she didn't have to suffer through see her son get beaten.

I get up wince at the pain that shoots through my body. I sigh and pull on a pair of boxers. Why does this have to happen to me?

Because you deserve it!

Shut up stupid mind I'm not doing this right now.

I walk to my closet and decide that I should at least try to look good today. Though I can't even look descent if I tried.

So I end up pulling out a black and white stripped sweater, and a black pear of skinny jeans. I fix my hair up, and brush my teeth before running downstairs and skipping breakfast.

I arrive at Ashton's house in about 20 minutes. Before I get out of my car I stop and think.

Don't become friends with him.

ASHTON'S POV-

Right As I had finished putting the dishes away, there was a knock on my door. I smiled, knowing it was Luke, before running over ad opening it up. Its took all the power in the world to not gasp at how beautiful he was. Because he really was beautiful.

He's wearing a black and white striped sweater, that's a tag big on his small form. He's got his hands hidden in sweater paws. His hair is up in a quiff, and he's wearing really tight skinny jeans.

I smile, and open the door a little more for him. "Hey Luke!" He smiles back shyly and steps inside. "Hey!"

I close the door and spin around to sew Luke looking around with a glint of interest in his eyes. My house is a two story. Its nice and homie, as Calum likes to say.

I smile and look around. "Nobody is home so we can do whatever." He huffs. "Can we watch a movie?"

I nod and lead him into the living room. Where we end up watching movies all day.

[Time hop]

About five hours later, Lukes asleep on my shoulder. He looks really adorable. We'll he kinda does all the time. I mean he's beautiful. Either way. I sigh and look back down at my phone. Calum still hasnt texted me back. Lukes been asleep for about twenty minutes bow and it seems like he really needs it.

So I gently moved him so his head is in my lap. I start playing with his hair as he sighs contently. Before I know I've fallen asleep too.

I want you all to remember that you are so fucking perfect. If you are reading this I want you to know that you are so beautiful. Ignore what everyone else may be saying and listen to me. All those scares and insecurities, they make you who you are. And who you are is is absolutely perfect. None of you deserve some of the shit that you get, but that's life. And if you're thinking of suicide or self harming, remember that I may not know you but I do love you. I don't care if your different because different is better. Please don't say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting. And I don't want you to forget that there are people who love. So tell the demons to fuck themselves and love who you are. Because I do believe that it will get better. Just wait and see!
~Shari!xx♥