~THOUGHTS~
well... hear i go..i will tell you things that i want to say...i know now today will be like any other day, reading multiple books to try to get through the day simply to just pass time..just cant wait to fall asleep so that darkness can comfort me again. i like it..alot. but then some nights i cant sleep.. those nights is where darkness isnt my friend...while im sleeping..i cant feel the pain and i cant hear the voices in my head..i might be crazy...i dont know why im like this...and i am sorry for ppl who have to deal with me daily..but i am not sorry for the way I feel.....i dont talk to anyone about how i really feel...i mean i do just not...wel not everything that i feel...i feel its not necessary..some dont listen while others do but dont understand lile they think its some cold you can just get over...maybe its good that no one understands or listens...i think im used to it in all honesty..i might sound like i want attention right?? its the complete opposite...i want to be completely forgotten by everyone...i dont plan on taking my life...but im not scared of doing it either...but i wouldn't mind if something happened to me so that i dont feel guilty right??.. or feel like i disappointed someone right? sometimes i wish that a car can just take me quickly and ill be comfortably in darkness again forever...
.Anonymous.
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My Mind.
Randomthis is my mind. this is what i think daily. the questions i have about life, or humans, ect. all these thimgs race through my head everyday so this is a way to let it all out. ill try to write everyday.
