Breaking Loose

Remembering that Day

Thank God, it is Friday! I had a tough week at school with four exams. If it was not for my dear friend Cristina, I do not think I would have managed to pass my Math exam with a B+, she is so bright and lovely.

I am very glad I met her this year when I saw her sitting near that flower pot at school all by herself eating her sandwich during lunch break. She looked so shy, but when I saw her surrounded by the flowers I felt like butterflies in my stomach. Her long tanned legs put together. I must have been staring at her for too long because then she turned her face and when her eyes met mine I felt like a thump in my heart. Oh Jesus!, it was so hard I thought my heart would stop forever.

I smiled at her and she blushed. When she smiled back at me, I felt my heart jump again, and I thought I was having a cardiac syncope! I love guys but to be honest, I never felt such sensations for another girl.

I came closer and we stroke conversation, I was determined to find out as much of her as I could. She spoke in a soft voice as if not wanting to be heard. I know I am beautiful but nevertheless, I was charmed with her manners and her beautiful face. I watched intently at her lips when she talked back to me and it felt like an army of ants were revolting in my stomach. I was not disgusted, as I watched those lips of her move, I had the intense desire to kiss those sensual lips. I felt extremely confused and in my confusion, I tried to distract my thought by not looking at her lips, but when I looked at her deep black eyes I felt as if a mysterious magnetic force was drawing me closer to her and I was irremediably surrendered by that force.

In my strange trance, I must have been drawing my face closer to hers because suddenly she pushed her head back that she hit herself with the wall behind her.

"What are you doing?" she said to me without screaming.

I apologized and regained my composure after being brought back to my senses. I was very embarrassing, I had almost kissed another girl's lips and I was not even her friend!

She pulled her legs together as if trying to make some space between her and me, so I moved back. The last thing I wanted to do now was to have this mockingbird fly away scared of me.

I learned that despite her name, Cristina Jones was half latina, and therefore that lovely slightly tanned skin. That is how I met her. After that we continued getting to know each other, despite her shyness, I grew to like her a lot.

It was not long before she was spending part of the after-school time with me while her parents arrived from work. As soon as I got home we went to my bedroom where we could study in peace and talk about girl things.

I remember that first day she came to my home, she was delighted with my bedroom, apparently, we had similar tastes despite her being so shy. I am more of an extrovert, sort of and the next thing I did was to strip myself of my clothes to take a shower. I remember how red her face turned when she saw me with only my underwear.

"You have a nice... body," she said softly, turning her face away. It was funny because when she turned her face the other way, she found herself looking at a mirror with the reflection of myself. I placed my hands on my hips and told her I was going to take a quick shower, which I did every time.

"You can take a shower too," I said to Cristina. She blushed completely and looked away. She must have thought I was suggesting she take a shower with me together judging by the way she answered.

When I came out I put on a homy blouse, shorts and nothing else. I love walking barefoot on my thick carpet kindly provided by my parents.