Chapter 14

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"Jungkook. Jungkook! Are you listening?"

"Huh? Oh y-yeah, of course," I said.

"Yeah whatever. Anyway, I'm proud of what you did today. Maybe all this can actually be real," she said as she gave me a peck on my cheek and walked out of my house.

I sighed as I walked back to my room. Picking up my phone, I checked back into the chat that I usually used to talk with the squad.

Namjoon >\\< has left the chat

Sugabby : im surprised too Jungkook

Sugabby has left the chat

TaeTae has left the chat

Chimchim •3• : why did u do it?
Chimchim •3• : we were having a gud time

Chimchim •3• has left the chat

Hoseok >∆< : honestly i have nothing to say

Hoseok >∆< has left the chat

I felt empty. Did I want this to happen Would it be considered jealousy?

When did this all begin?

"I like you"

Huh?

"Not at just friends. I mean more than friends. I mean, we've known each other for such a long time, I was scared to tell you because...."

She kept rambling on but her voice blurred out of my mind.

She's so pretty.

But I can't do this to her. Not like this.

"I..

I don't know what to say.. I uh..." he said.

The awkward atmosphere grew around us.

"I'm sorry for uhh, saying anything.." she said.

"I'm sorry Areum, I just don't.. feel that.. way.." I said.

Because I can't.

"Yeah, I .. I understand. I-it was stupid of me, I shouldn't have-" 

"No, no, it wasn't stupid, I'm the one.. being, I just stop talking now."

Awkward silence.

"Can we at least hug it out?" I said.

"I-I actually need to go. I'm in a hurry," I said as I tried to run away. 

"W-wait! At least say goodbye," I said as I held back her arm.

She stopped. She took a deep breath and turned around with a big smile.

"Goodbye, Jungkook."

I couldn't love her because I was already engaged.

That was dumb. That was so fucking stupid, but I couldn't do anything.

And I couldn't help myself.

"Yooo, congrats Jungkook, you got yourself a girlfriendd"

Shit.

And then things went downhill from there. She got a boyfriend and I couldn't help but be jealous.

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