Moon dust ; Poems And Words

Him

I've always wondered what it would be like to be loved unconditionally,  to have someone who accepts you,  who would swim oceans for you.  But I guess there's a difference between someone who wants you and someone who needs you,  I want to make you happy, I want all your attention but I never ask because I feel like I'm asking for too much. I hate how I'm always alone,  when I need someone there is nobody in sight not even you. You apologize but I know how busy you are. I don't know if I love you, I feel like I do. But at the same time I know you don't feel that way,  maybe it's me being paranoid. I've tried talking to you about it but you always say you like me a lot. Yet here I am falling for you harder every time I'm with you, when I see you my heart melts and I'm all smiles,  I hope you catch me because I don't think I can take another heartbreak. I have all my trust in you and I hope you don't end up like the rest,  I don't think you understand how scared I am.